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04:50am | Oct 12, '06 | No Comments
I Forgot about these nights...these nights were one would feel so alone...so empty...wondering why and how...
I forgot:
what soberness was
what emptyness felt like
how it felt to be alone
bored with nobody to call
how to trust
what it felt like to be trusted
first kisses
what having friends really meant
what a family felt like
i forgot
I'm Sorry
For ever being me
for loving vodika
messing your boys head
for telling the truth
for not trusting any girl
being drunken mad
hurting everybody who meant anything
ever liking someone
not staying single
gumping the gun
making you drive drunk
not being there when needed
fucking everything up
sorry for not being the man i need to be
for ever moving away
sorry for life
sorry for ever giving a shit
I'm a missin
my whole family
first kisses
being high for the first time
old time buddies
dinky cars
my bottle
the old three hills
the "stress free