last night i lost a very good friend to breast cancer.

and it's made me realise that life is much too short to just let it slip through my fingers...

i cannot even begin to fathom how life is going to change from what it used to be...

i think im actually hung over, for the first time ever ...

this is a very shitty feeling.

magic happens when you least expect it.

i feel like i need to grow up, to move along with how my life is.

so im gonna delete my nexopia account ... which i've had for YEARS!

i am

100%

in L.O.V.E.

with you.

and i cannot

in my wildest of imaginations

and dreams of perfection

be with anyone more suited

for me.

if i hate anything in this world, it's being ignored.

i have the biggest crush on Ellen Page. ever since Hard Candy.


meo.Ow

i love fighting on facebook

i love him, but i refuse to say it first.

"Drinkin' 'Bout You"

All my life I've been telling myself
I don't need no no nobody else
I'm sitting here thinking
Sittin here drinkin bout you

I look through the mirror
And all that I see
Is one crazy lonely sucker looking back at me
I'm sitting here thinkin'
Sittin' here drinkin bout you

I'm just a man on a mission
Tryin to make some decision
Oh what am I gonna do
Cause I ain't going nowhere
If I can't be some where with you
boo boo boo

Ohh I'm just a man on a mission
Tryin to make some decision
Oh what am I gonna do
Cause I ain't going nowhere
If I can't be some where with you
boo boo boo
I'm just sitting here thinkin
Sittin here drinkin bout you

Yes I'm just sitting here thinkin
Sittin here drinkin bout you

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is my next/last tattoo that i'm getting. im trying to figure out where to put it.

i already have one on my upper back, of a tribal heart with wings and a trampstamp of tribal dragons and a nautical star. im trying to keep it symmetrical...


any suggestions?

awesome romantic night with boy.

today is the last day im going to see him until the 27th. im gonna miss him so much. </3

i hope he likes his xmas gifts ...

while he's in prince george, he's going to try and get more 'fabric'. he has this flannel fabric that's sewn on the edges to make a blanket and it is the most warm, comfortable piece of fabric in the world. and now that i have the boy that owns it, i always get dibs on it

im looking forward to tonight, but at the same time ... i want it to not come, so that he doesnt have to leave.