i seem to spend allot of time with mel and i like but know tht i dont spend every day with her i feel somehow abanndoned theres so many things i have to get used to againg but i love my life i have a good guy tht i love and great friends ones who will be there till the end ones tht would go bungee jumping with me with only a household bungee cord ... well maybe not but you never know what i can convience people of doing...... dont worry im not trying to take over the world or anything .... well maybe never gave it much thought ... hey but back to this i think me growin up will do good and maybe i wont miss so much school second term.