I have made beyond many mistakes in my life and i know tht but you were not one of them for you were one of the few tht made me smile and you loved me and was there for me whille watching out for yourself and i love you for tht... you r the most amazing most wonderfull meanningfulll thing on this or any other universerse and i lpve you... you are the one i will change for but only becuz you still love me even tho i dont..... last night was my last fling with drinking to forget and im quiting evrything soon and for awhile i most likely wont smoke shitt... but i dont know im trying becuz i lost one and i dont want to loose you too becuz I know i will have his same fate..... And i will rebuild our friendship and keep tht promise i made to you.....dont forget tht theres one thing i never do...and thts brake a promise to a loved one