im so sick of this bullshit all the fucking drama with my friends and my family and omfw it sucks, some of it is what is in my mind and the rest is becuz i stand up for waht i beleive, i dont want to lose your friendship you are my best friend you know my secrets and are closest to my heart, i know its probably in my head but im so beyond scared tht you are my friend just out of pity but i hopefully know tht im wrong and worrying for nothing but my emotions are fucked, i am trying beyond anything to move out so tht i dont end up making a stupuid mistake ntht i would regret till the last breathe i took and beyond