I'M PREGNANT!!




MY FAMILY:
- I live with my son Keith Levesque. I love my son soooo much. He is so gorgeous.
- I'm also currently pregnant with my second child... I'm hoping it goes as smoothly as my first.


MY JOB:
- I work for a company called Summit Food Services Distribution, a division of Colabor.

WHERE I'D LIKE TO TRAVEL:
- I'd like to travel to Africa and Jamaica.

WHAT MEANS MOST TO ME:
- My son, my unborn child & my mom

Everton (My son's dad):

It was all a lie:

I thought deep inside,
That this had to be,
He was the one,
The one just for me.

My eyes had such a sparkle,
I was always full of joy,
Those things that brought me up,
Would soon come to destroy.

Now I sit and wonder,
If this is it for me,
I deserve so much better.
Why can't you set me free?

Now I'm just so broken,
Broken beyond repair,
Love just wasn't meant for me,
Love has no despair.

Now when I look back,
I must have been so blind,
Everyone knew what you were up to,
I must have lost my mind.

What bothers me the most,
Is how everyone knew,
Even those I called friends,
Never gave me a clue.

As I look around,
At what's left of my heart,
I really can't believe,
I let you tear it apart.

Love might someday,
Have another start,
But when that days comes,
This time I'll be smart.


I'm Done:

I guess I always knew,
Sometimes I wonder how,
There has to be more to life,
Than what I have now.

Some people may think,
That I was so lucky,
Couldn't ask for more,
But I didn't want you money.

Last time I checked,
Money can't buy me love,
I was completly neglected,
Push always came to shove.

I got so tired,
Of being ignored,
I could give all I want,
But there was no reward.

Now that I said I'm done,
You beg for me to stay,
I'm tired of your lies,
Now it's your turn to pay.

If it's war that you want,
Then I'll put up a fight,
But you won't win this time,
I know I'll be alright.


My Heart Can't Win:

You told her you loved her,
Thought I wouldn't know,
You told me you loved me,
But that was all a show.

You say you're going to change,
But no change is to be found,
I no longer have the time,
To be tugged around.

It's time that you realize,
How good things could have been,
I guess my mom was right,
I don't deserve to win.

My heart is just too cold,
But I might someday feel,
What it's like to be loved,
So my heart can finally heal.



Keith (My son):

Our life was so perfect,
Never would happen to me,
I cried when I found out,
There was going to be three.

All my dreams were shattered,
So much for my career,
I used to have big plans,
I felt the end was near.

My childhood was cut short,
But little did I know,
My life would have to change,
The partying must go.

Things were so much different,
When you came along,
But that’s when I realized,
For you I must be strong.

There is no love greater,
Than from a mother to a child,
My purpose was so clear,
When you looked at me and smiled.

I was so determined,
To give you so much more,
Then I ever got,
Since it’s you that I adore.

Time flies too fast,
Where has my baby gone?
Some say he’s little,
But he won’t be for long.

You are my shinning star,
My love is oh so true,
No matter what happens,
I’ll will be there for you.

I LOVE YOU BABY BOY <3



He's Paying The Price... For A War He isn't Part of!

You think this is all a joke,
You think your threats can scare me,
But give it some more time,
And you will learn to see.

Threatning me and my posessions,
Is a childish thing to do,
But keep threatning our son,
And I'll have something for you.

You've fucked with your son's head,
For the very last time,
If you think I'll let you hurt him again,
You're out of your damn mind.

I must take care of my child,
Do all that I can do,
Even if that means,
Protecting him from you!

He will grow to find out,
How pathetic you really are,
He'll get over the pain,
But HIS heart will have the scar!

Natasha Levesque xoxox



The Aftermath

So many time I wonder,
How you could treat him so,
Bring an innocent child into the world,
And just feel free to go.

You can say your not his daddy,
Deep down you know you are,
How can you hurt our child?
You know you've gone too far.

Even if you tried,
To make things right with him,
The scars you left are deep,
His heart and soul are dim.

The aftermath is devastating,
He won't be the same again,
His heart is bound to heal,
The question is just "when"?

Everyday he'll make me proud,
And someday you'll want him back,
But when he turns you down,
You'll fall right through the crack.

Your feelings wil be hurt,
And you'll often wonder why,
But you'll think about the time,
When YOU left him there to dry!

Natasha Levesque xoxox