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05:59am | Mar 20, '08 |
Comments(1)Im worried and scared
I've never felt like this before
so nervous around you
its different this time
I told myself id be so careful
I told myself id be more guarded
Yet one look from those eyes of midnight black
and suddenly that legendary cool and calm of mine disappears
Im reaching for words that once flowed so freely
But there just not there anymore
leaving me with the only option of speaking from the heart
Alas those words ring true
And to see your smile when there spoken makes me happy
It worries me at the same time
Because For one to speak from the heart
It means you have to open it
The one thing I kept so guarded
The one thing I swore to protect
Is the one thing I worry so much about you hurting
The wait for the first kiss was worth more then the world
And yet the wait for the most important thing
Is the one that could kill me
And while I know if that if the wishes Ive made come true
That wait would be worth it too
Its the fear of failure and the worry of hurt
that still