being grounded is pissing me off. i don't care if it was
my own fault, one month is an insane amount of time
for no cell phone, no friends and no msn. now, tell me,
am i actually a bad kid?? pfft, no so isn't one month of
grounding a bit unreasonable?! YES!
don't treat people like shit, especially the ones who you're
lucky to have. she's too good for you and you still can't see
that. she may be the one person in your life to look past your
trashy act and forgive you, no matter how many times you
fuck up. you're no better than her, in fact, you're dirt.
you're not supposed to change your bestfriend as often as you change
your clothes. they're not disposable like you think they are.
how long is it going to take me to realize this isn't worth it?
you're pushing me further and further away from you and i'm
beginning to think it's no longer unintentional.
the first day of school was pretty good.i've got the
best people in all of my classes. i'm happy with this year.
i know you're the one i want to be with, you mean something.
home today, never leave me again.
i love the kind of friends you can lose touch with but
no matter how long it's been since you've talked to
them, it's never awkward being around them. that's
a good feeling, those are good friends.
we all might as well be nice to each other, what
is the point of gossip and being rude to someone
if they don't deserve it? and if they do deserve it,
it's just a vicious circle repeating itself. maybe that
made more sense in my head than it does written
out like this but people just bug me sometimes...
lack of sleep does me no good. it's 7:31 am and
i went to bed at 4:00. death.
... kristens coming home tomorrow. that's going to
be exciting. she's early, thank goodness. i miss her
so friggen much.
that's all for now.
