you dont realize the way your actions and words make people feel .
im not a perfect person, or friend, but i know i would never do something like that .
i was there for you 90 % of the time you needed someone,
and pretty much the only time i needed someone there for me this year,
i turned to you because i thought you would understand. and you did .
and now i find out ,you used it all as a funny punch line in your jokes,
and turned it all against me . what kind of person does that ?
it hurts to know that at one point, we were actually bestfriends .
because looking at you now, i cant figure out why i even bothered.
so i hope your happy, because you just lost a decent friend, and i just lost the worst kind .
- CITY CENTER : shopppiin, getting creeped on by like 5189301 old men ,
taking pictures in the photobooth, ifnding the old ladies picture that she left there,
taking it home, and naming her marge, AHAHAHAHA.
- coming home, taking pictures with my brother, my mom, and marge !!
- going for a walk at 10, to the macs to get slushies and chips,
getting creeped on again by younger boys ,
& - " THEY DID A NATIVE DANCE TO MAKE THE WIND UNDRESS US ! "
- then coming home and eating chips, becca loves the hairy ones !! AHAHA
- and frickeen " im gonna add you to my LOL list ! "
AHAHA tooo funny, i actually love you so much .
i havent laughed like this in so long .
bestfriends forrr sure . i luv beccaaaa .
my name is averyy . i leave my facebook , and nexopia on when i leave staceyss !!!
" to me, fearless is not the absence of fear. its not being completely unafraid. to me fearless is having fears.
fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me, fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death.
fearless is falling madly in love again even though you've been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen.
fearless is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again.. even though every time you've tried before you've lost.
its fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you,
even if you cant breathe without them. i think its fearless to fall for your bestfriend even though hes in love with someone else.
and when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing i think its fearless to stop believing them.
its fearless to say ' your not sorry ' and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless.
i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright is fearless too.
but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever afters.
thats why i write these songs. because i think love is fearless. " --- taylor swift.
