Life Is A Prison
Life is a prison,
Oh God let me out.
No one to listen,
To hear when you shout.
Climb the walls of insanity,
Ride the waves of despair.
If you fall it don't matter,
There's no one to care.
Used to wish for a window,
To see birds, trees and sky,
But you're better without one -
Stops you aiming too high.
Watching freedom is painful,
For those locked away.
Seeing joy, love and happiness,
Another price that you pay.
Strong is good, weak is bad.
Be it false, be it true.
Your mind makes the choice,
And enforces it too.
Cell walls built by society,
With rules to adhere.
If you breach the acceptable,
You had better beware.
Hide the pain, carry on,
Routine is the key.
Don't let on that you're not,
What you're pretending to be.
Lock it all up inside you,
How badly that bodes.
Look out for that one day,
When it all just explodes.
Leaving naught but a shell,
Base functionality too.
But killing all else,
That was uniquely you.
So how do you grow,
With a timebomb inside?
Or how to defuse it,
Without destroying its ride?
You can't.
Loneliness is
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The empty feeling that comes from within
Loneliness is
The longing to share your thoughts and feelings with someone wholl listen
Loneliness is
Reaching out for open arms to find none there
Loneliness is
..
Standing in a crowed room but feeling alone
Loneliness is
...
Picking up the phone but having no one to call
Loneliness is
...
Knowing there is no one thinking of you
Depression is
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Feeling alone
Depression is
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Knowing this will never change
Depression is
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Knowing your best isnt good enough
Depression is
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Knowing nothing you do matters
Depression is
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Realizing your best days have gone
Depression is
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Looking forward to the end
Depression is
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Knowing no one really cares that you are looking forward to the end
You are never coming home
Watch the Stars, turn you to nothing,
Now Pause and Smile, as They wisk you away,
Puck your Lips a bit More
I'll Swallow your fears
I will show you how
All the bite marks impressed
I need to be here
ok this is my rant against people who spell my name wrongggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its not russel or fucking russle
it russell so get it straightplease
I was born a fuck up
get used to ittt
:d :d :d :d
and at that moment suicide was quite possible
WTF, YOU LITTLE SLUT, I CAUGHT YOU CHEATING ON ME WITH MY BEST FRIEND, AND YOU WANT TO GET BACK TOGETHER
