last night was way too akward.
it put me in such a bad mood and i'm still not feeling better.
first off, fuck you, you chauvanistic pig, how dare you say those things to me.
i'm used to that kind of shit from connor and jamie, but nothing that bad.
where do you get off thinking that its okay to say that shit to girls?
secondly, i would normally feel bad for rejecting you, but you're fucking 21.
im 16. honestly? thats just fucking creepy, and i've known you for way too long.
sorry i had to pull the "i'm a lesbian" card.
thirdly, you two are tearing my heart in two. literally.
i hate that you two are basically bestfriends, and that i'm equally involved with you both.
the things you did and said last night made me feel pretty shitty,
but especially you, oh god, i can't believe i fell for that shit. again.
you have no idea what it's done to me.