11:17pm | Feb 06, '09 | Public
today has been horrendous.
i really wish i would listen to my instincts more.
the immense physical pain i'm in is nothing
compared to the mental stress, regret
and rage i'm dealing with at the moment.
it's one thing to have this happen,
but it's another when i'm completely innocent of all charges.
this is absolute bullshit, it took all my will to not flip shit at the authority.
and there's absolutely nothing i can do about any of this,
i'm just so trapped.
i really wish i would listen to my instincts more.
the immense physical pain i'm in is nothing
compared to the mental stress, regret
and rage i'm dealing with at the moment.
it's one thing to have this happen,
but it's another when i'm completely innocent of all charges.
this is absolute bullshit, it took all my will to not flip shit at the authority.
and there's absolutely nothing i can do about any of this,
i'm just so trapped.