You got me pushing imaginary buttons
Step away from me lover, away from me lover
You got me counting imaginary school children
Get away from me lover, away from me lover
Yes I can see that my carpet is animated
Walk away from me lover, away from me lover
Yes I see you open wounds in everyone I've dated
Away from me lover, get away from me lover

I am no good for you
I'm seeing ghosts in everything I do
I am no good for you
I'm seeing ghosts in everything I do
I am no good for you
I'm seeing ghosts in everything I do
I am no good for you
I'm seeing ghosts in everything I do

You got me turning all the lights on and off
Walk away from me lover, away from me lover
When will you see that I am carrying this stuff
Walk away from me lover, away from me lover
Can't you see that I am losing my marbles
It's marvellous losing another, losing another

I am no good for you
I'm seeing ghosts in everything I do
I am no good for you
I'm seeing ghosts in everything I do
I am no good for you
I'm seeing ghosts in everything I do
I am no good for you
I'm seeing ghosts in everything I do

Walk away from me lover, away from me lover
Get away from me lover, away from me lover
Step away from me lover, away from me lover
Walk away from me lover, away from me lover

i havent blogged on nexopia for so long ive forgotten i do this to clear my own mind when i don't trust anyone else to, versus my public tumblr or even talking to friends personally about this.
how will he save me from myself?
how will i save me from myself?
did i fuck up? did i give him too much trust so fast? it just felt so different. but would it have been?
have i fucked everything up? was it fine and i was just being paranoid? did i just fuck it up by taking him off of my xbl? taking him out of my phone?
...and what will i say when he notices? will i lie? say it was an accident? or tell him... part of the truth? i won't tell him that i took him off, really, to satisfy my need to point out that i'm upset. to let him know we aren't nearly as close as we were before.
sad how we do this through social networking media these days.
i think i'll be more hurt if he doesn't notice. if he doesn't notice, what do i do? get over myself? get over him? take him off of facebook, swear off of it? swear off of him?
are you right? or is he right? i would really appreciate for scott to be right, but i guess i'm guaranteed nothing. what happens if what i really thought is the truth?
how do i proceed?
will you ever tell me or will you just leave it for me to guess about?
for the first time in just over a year i've cried over someone like you. why did i trust you so much? i wish i could answer that. did you lie about all that you told me, too? or was it just an inconvenience?
was i just an inconvenience?
what happens if you were wrong? if i was wrong? will my recent actions make you right? what happens if i blew this out of proportion? i'm sorry, but i'm not sorry for who i am.
will this be fixed or will i have to content myself with the unknown? why do i have to content myself with it now?
will you notice my facebook status? have you noticed that any of them, most of them, perhaps all of them have been about you for the last fucking month? have you noticed that even the ones that aren't directly about you... i still had you on my mind?
i don't want to act like this. i don't want to complain like this, to be upset enough to blog to pretty much myself like this. i don't know how to deal with this.
you just brought me in, and kicked me out so fast... what do you even do in that situation?
or is this entire thing a giant figment of my imagination? i don't think it is anymore. i wanted it to be, so bad, you just don't even realize. but it's been a week. there's only so long you can fucking pretend.
when will i get the answers to these questions? i just... don't want to wait anymore.

I listened in, yes I'm guilty of this
You should know this
I broke down and wrote you back before you had a chance to

Forget forgotten, I am moving past this, giving notice
I have to go, yes I know that feeling, know you're leaving
Calm down, I'm calling you to say I'm capsized
Erring on the edge of safe

Calm down, I'm calling back to say I'm home now
And coming around, I'm coming around

Nobody likes to but I really like to cry
Nobody likes me, maybe if I cry

Spelled out your name and list the reasons
Faint of heart don't call me back
I imagine you
And I was distant not insistent

I follow suit and laid out on my back, imagine that
A million hours left to think of you and think of that

Encircle me
I need to be taken down

I've just had the craziest week,
Like a party bag of lies, booze and then deceit.
And I don't know why I want to voice this out loud,
It's theraputic somehow.

So I'm moving to New York cos I've got problems with my sleep,
And we're not the same and I will wear that on my sleeve.
So I'm moving to New York cos I've got issues with my sleep,
Looks like Christmas came early, Christmas came early for me.

I put one foot forward and ended up thirty yards back.
And am I losing touch or am I just completely off the track?
And I don't know why I want to voice this out loud,
It's theraputic somehow.

So I'm moving to New York cos I've got problems with my sleep,
And we're not the same and I will wear that on my sleeve.
So I'm moving to New York cos I've got issues with my sleep,
Looks like Christmas came early, Christmas came early for me.

So I'm moving to New York cos I've got problems with my sleep,
And we're not the same and I will wear that on my sleeve.
So I'm moving to New York cos I've got issues with my sleep,
Looks like Christmas came early, Christmas came early for me

...on tumblr is right here.

You want love but you fear it
Your attention's been shifted
You summed up the feeling
With a simple dismissing

What you gonna do? Deceiving,
It ain't you, believe it,
'Cause our love ain't easy
It changes with seasons

Whoa, yeah
Where we going I don't know
So baby won't you let it go?
(Baby won't you let it go?)

You sewed shut the curtains
You closed out the light coming in,
And all your friends you don't want near
You don't want advice, advice to hear

'Cause inside you're working
You're mending what's broken,
'Cause our love ain't easy
It changes with seasons

Ohhhh yeah, where we going I don't know
So baby won't you let it go?
Ohhhh yeah, where we going I don't know
Ohhhh so baby won't you let it go?

Won't you worry
Won't you let it go,
Baby don't worry
Just let it go, let it go

Don't you worry
Won't you let it go,
Baby don't worry
Just let it go let it go

Don't you worry
Won't you let it go,
Baby don't worry
Just let it go, let it go

Don't you worry
Won't you let it go
Baby don't worry
Just let it go, let it go

Don't you worry
Won't you let it go
Baby don't worry
Where we going I don't know

Don't you worry
Won't you let it go
Baby don't worry
So baby won't you let it go?

Don't you worry
Won't you let it go
Baby don't worry
Where we going I don't know

Don't you worry
Won't you let it go
Baby don't worry
So baby won't you let it go?

It's late and I am tired
Wish I could spark a smile
The place is flying high but right now I wanna be low
Don't wanna move an inch
Let alone a million miles
And I don't wanna go but I know I gotta go

I just want to feel alive

The times you don't wanna wake up
'Cause in your sleep it's never over when you give up
The sun is always gonna rise up
You need to get up, gotta keep your head up
Look at the people all around you
The way you feel is something everybody goes through
Dark out, but you still gotta lie up
You need to wake up, gotta keep your face up

Seems like the more you grow
The more time you spend alone
Before you know it you end up perfectly on your own
The city's shining bright
But you don't see the light
How can you concentrate on things that don't make you feel right

I just want to feel all right

The times you don't wanna wake up
'Cause in your sleep it's never over when you give up
The sun is always gonna rise up
You need to get up, gotta keep your head up
Look at the people all around you
The way you feel is something everybody goes through
Dark out, but you still gotta lie up
You need to wake up, gotta keep your face up

I'm looking for more than a little bit
I'm gonna have to find my way through it
Gonna leave a mark
I'm gonna set a spark
I'm coming above the ground

I won't be looking down

The times you don't wanna wake up
'Cause in your sleep it's never over when you give up
The sun is always gonna rise up
You need to get up, gotta keep your head up
Look at the people all around you
The way you feel is something everybody goes through
Dark out, but you still gotta lie up
You need to wake up, gotta keep your face up

hello, people i envy.

mad love for Lunchbox, FearItSelf, ToTz, and Strongside. These kids play AMAZING!

GOD IM A NERD

thoughts:
i don't know what i feel for you, if it's strong or not. but it feels so natural.
but it feels wrong in more than one way.
tonight, everything is over - i feel too young.
ugh stampede. so long, fuck.
i'm so tired.
dad sold the mustang. fuck...
thank god no one was hurt.

"@abimason10: @Deadmau5 girls only want u cuz you got money.. your so ugly!!!!" Man are they in for a fuckin shock. Thnx again limewire

@abimason10 nope, no real friends = no real problems. My problems are as phony as the tits on your fake profile pic.

"@abimason10: @Deadmau5 do u thnk having girls with big boobs and blonde hair on your arm makes u look likea big man?" Yes. You single?

"@abimason10: no im not actually. Your the ageing single dj whos gunna be peadoing over all your mates kids when they get married" HELL YES!

"@abimason10: @Deadmau5 if she wosnt on tv u wouldnt" have you seen the size of her twitts!? Damn gina!

"@abimason10: @Deadmau5 u can get gonorrhea, herpes, chlamydia and even HIV, AIDS from BLOWJOBS." Yeah, its like pokemon Gotta catch em all.

"@abimason10: @Deadmau5 that shud be like a thing" what the fuck is a "like a thing?" Some fucked up dr. suess reference?

"@abimason10: @Deadmau5 that, and also if face face didnt look like a moley dogs crusty arsehole" who the hell is face face all of a sudden?



Sorry for the lag, a fight just broke out in this really expensive restauraunt... Wow, welcome to jersey! Not making this up.

I've seen quieter disputes settled with far less noise at "hooker harveys" in toronto at 4am.



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