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I love you!!

Five monthss baby
i love you!!
 

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amazzing

 

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Birtthhdayy
Todayy .
 

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I love you

SHAYNNA
I love you so much
I have no idea what i would do with
out you, you mean so much to me.
everytime i need something, your always
there for me and i trust you with me life.
Im going to miss you so much next year
its going to be so hard to come to class
and not sit by you and see you everyday,
I hopee we stay friends for so much longer
and pleasee never forget me because i loveee
youuuu alott.

 

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lossaa
have some fucking respect.
 

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Jordan
It really ment alot!
 

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I love you

Bestfriends

You have got to be the most funniest person I have ever met. Definitely my best friend. I met you in grade 2 through all my best friends cause I was the coolest on the block. I remember back in them days when would we would spend are summers drawing these big chalk towns so that we could ride are bikes along them. It was you and Olivia in your garage and me and Jessica in Ares. At 10 every morning we would call and ask to “play”. I remember when we spent are time stealing peoples garbage cans to put them in the middle of the road so that cars would run them over and we would laugh. I mean honestly who the fuck wouldn’t see a big ass garbage can lying in the middle of the road. It seems like just yesterday when I would ask my mom if I could stay at the park till 8:30 so that we could play sandman with Jeff and Joe. I remember going to Jessica’s door in the morning and she would still be sleeping but we would ring the door bell six hundred times till her sisters came to the door and would freak out at us. I had to have been the bossiest kid you would have ever met and you wouldn’t put up with it so I just left “I like to ride in my stroller”. I remember when I would bring my school bag with all my books over and we would play school in your play house all day. I would always be the teacher and you and Jessica would be the students. I would always scream at you guys and say “what part of no don’t you understand” when I didn’t want you to do something, I only said that because I always herd my dad say it. I remember when you and Jessica always told me the story about how you saw me asleep upstairs in the computer room chair. I miss having to ask Leah to take us to seven eleven with the loonie are parents would give us. Do you remember when we use to build little forts under are stairs and we would put all these hearts on the walls but you just wanted your eminem picture? When I would walk to meet you half way before you went home, we would always scream home when we got back to are house. Well I mean maybe you got back to your house but I usually was never near my house when I would call it out. I remember when we got into this big fight and I told you that I was gunna kick your ass. Whose knows why I would say that I was the smallest kid ever and the only thing I had that could save me was my padded outfit I always wore. I never seen you for like a month and then you finally called me and I told my mom to say I wasn’t home because I didn’t want to be your friend anymore. But of coarse she didn’t and I met you half way. I remember that day so well. I handed out your babysitting flyers with you. And then it started to rain so we played CSI in your garage with some stupid little computer you use to have out there. I want you to hang a rope from the top of your garage so I can bring my rollerblades over and we can skate back and forth. I remember that block party when we met Payton for the first time. We would always fight over who was going to give her a piggy back ride or who was going to do airplane with her. On the first day of grade six I remember telling you I was only going to know two people Zach and Andrew. I remember telling you how much of a geek Zach was and you told me you agreed. Not even I week later you had the biggest crush on him it made me laugh. “How about who ever looses has to drink RAW EGGS”. Grade six was such a fun year we did so much stuff, like go to are first dance and stand on the wall and say we couldn’t dance. “Do you wear crest white strips”. The summer going into grade seven was so much fun except for the part about how you didn’t want to see the school lists with me and you hated my brown hair. I pretty sure by this time we had gotten into so many fight. And you know longer considered bff to stand for best friends forever you; it was more like bitch for fun. I remember when I went to Nellie, and everything changed I barley ever saw you and you turned into the girl I never thought you would be. I always remembered you as my best friend that would play bratz with me and dress up in Santa hats and go to the mall. I guess them times started to bring worse and worse times. Grade eight was the beginning of it all. It just got worse summer of grade 9 my biggest nightmare happened and I cried for so long, you weren’t there for me through any of it because I had to do with you. I thought I would never possibly talk to you ever again. I remember when I freaked out at you online and in my room and at Haley’s and sometimes still to this day. I remember the day I told you that I wanted to give you another chance because I realized that you had maybe mad a mistake but everyone desires a second chance. I remember when my brother was going to have a party at the house and your mom found out so she called over and said all this stuff about how she didn’t want you getting into anything that night. That was honestly one of the funnest sleepovers we have ever had. I couldn’t believe it when I found out that we were going to be in the same class for grade nine. For Halloween this year you weren’t you creepy jail bird and I guess it ruined the eight year tradition. Two days after Halloween I found out were you really were when I was carving my pumpkin; and it wasn’t at all were I though you were. I remember when we bought are tickets to the Hedley concert and we waited for so long. The concert finally came and it was so much fun. On that night I had realized that you were my best friend and no one could change that. I realized that no madder what you do I’m always gunna be there for you. I realized then when I was your little friend I told you we were going to move into Clarkdale with Jamie. I realized that if I didn’t have you I would be were I am today. And for that I want to thank you for everything you have done because it has helped me realize so much in life. Sure things have changed and we don’t fight over who’s gunna swing Payton in the air, we help her pick up the mail so here fingers don’t get so cold. Instead of making are moms take us to the movies to sit five rows in front of us we take the guys so I can watch you have a mac sess.
Megan I love you and nobody will ever change that.
 

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im so happy
I LEARNED TO SNAP

told all you sluts i would get it
 

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I love you guys




You mean the world to me. I love you so much and all our times and no one will ever change that. I don’t even know what I would do without you we have had the greatest times, and we laugh at the stupidest things ever. I love how we think our most fun time was when we got ready at nine and went to seven eleven but really we have had way better times then that. I love how you can make me laugh so easily, I would have to say that our best time together was bc we did so much stuff that I will never forget and I’m so glad that you took me; I quite enjoyed our six hour walk passed the golf coarse, and our tube with the hole. If I didn’t have you I wouldn’t be the person that I am today you have made such a difference in my life, and it’s not just you your whole family. You guys make me feel like I’m a part of the family. I realized the other day when we got in a fight that if I didn’t have you I honestly wouldn’t have anything to talk about, you are my life I wake up in the morning and automatically think to call you, I cant wait for high school with you its going to be the greatest but I most of all want to thank you for always being there for me, being the sister I never had, and just basically everything that you have ever done for me.

Your honistly the most important person in my life, you have done so much for me and i have come to realize that we are alot alike; except for a few things. I love how you dont care what people think about you and you will stand up for anybody that beaks me. I would have to say are childhood was the best times of are friend ship we did the funnest things. You are the kind of person that could make me laugh no madder what. We have gone through some times were i thought that i would never become your friend again but everyone realizes things at different times and i guess it took me awile to realize everyone desers a second chance and people make mistakes. I just wanted to say that sometimes i dont show that i care about you but you are honistly my bestfriend no madder what; i love you.

I dont even know were to start with you because we have so many good times and even though the people you hang out with scare the shit out of me i will love you no madder what. I wish that i got to see you more often, you mean so much to me. Are plans never seem to work out but i hope that changes. I laugh so much when im with you. There was a point were i bairly talked to you and we basiclly werent friends; last year brought everthing back together and im so happy about that. I want to go to the same school as you again i regret leaving but things happen, hopefully highschool. I love you

I have come to realize you mean so much to me and i love that we get to see each other so much more now, i dont even no how we started being friends again but without you i probably would be a tottaly different person. When we hang out there actully isnt any part when we arnt laugh. Im gunna miss you so much next year i really wish we could just go to the same school but im deffinetly not going to walk.haha.




 

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Dying to live again
Cause I can't wait for the day
When finally I can say and you'll believe it
I can change and now I mean it
And I will fight for a way
To make up for the mess that I've been leaving
A second change is all that I'm needing and
Anything. I can do. Just to make it up to you
I would do anything
I'm dying to live again
 

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Gravity


You're unavoidable
Simply irresistible
 

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Love
"One day, you're going to wake up
and realize how much you care about her,
and when that day comes,
she'll wake up next to the guy that already knows."
 

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Dedicated to kiray
Blue jean baby L.A. lady seamstress for the band
Pretty eyed pirate smile you'll marry a music man
Ballerina you must have seen her dancing in the sand
And now she's in me always with me tiny dancer in my hand
Jesus freaks out in the street Handing tickets out for God
Turning back she just laughs The boulevard is not that bad.
 

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things ill never say
im tugging at my hair, im pulling at my clothes
im trying to keep my cool, i know it shows
im staring at my feet, my cheeks are turning red
im searching for the words inside my head
and im feeling nervous, trying to be so perfect, cause i know your worth it
your worth it, yeah
if i could say what i wanna say, i saw i wanna blow you away
be with you every night, am i squeezing you too tight?
if i could say what i wanna see, i wanna see you go down on one knee
marry me today
yes im wishing my life away with these things ill never say