Okay, so I know I have a fairly high reputation of being either offensive, hyper energetic, and/or a comedian; tonight I want to take it down a few notches. I wrote a poem in the middle of when my life was falling apart so fast that I didn't know whether to pick it back up or to let it keep falling. This poem gives the most insight through my perceptions than anything else I have. Read, Love
when i look at my pictures
i don't see myself
i see someone who is dynamic
who is beautiful
who is stunning
but in real life
when i see myself in the mirror
i see a total different person than who i really am
i see a person who is not afraid of anything
who is gorgeous
who is... not me
but in my head
i see myself
as a person who's afraid to have lots of friends because i've been back-stabbed soo many times
as a person who loves to talk
as a person who is over weight
as a person who hates herself because of the past, present, and future
as a person who pretends to be someone she's not
I AM ME!
I AM beautiful
I AM confident
I AM not a whore
I AM a person who is not afraid to be judged by people's thoughs
I DO have my flaws and i put them out there
I CAN BE anyone i want to be if i try hard enough
I AM ME! some one you could never be
love me or hate me, but either way i'm ur obsession.
I am me
by Jen. G