it's the little things that make me miss you so much .. ]
life's so messed right now
i'm not ready to leave st.matt's yet .. five days left, and i'm going crazy.
and like i can't push people out of my life,
that less then a month ago were my ENTIRE life.
and i know no one's ever big on "second" chances,
and even if they are, nothings ever the same but i mean commann ..
people do change after nine months.
and wow, isn't it sweet how memories from the old days,
like almost a year ago can sneak up on you,
and make you miss somebody so bad ..
like fucker,
:(
regrets, are so fucking sweeet ..
FUCK
:lonely:
I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on
you're a touch over-rated,
you're a lush and i HATE it.
