life is a game.
A game played to learn about yourself and or the people you love.
Why? well there is only one true way to test somone on the words they say they feel and that is to test them. people often abuse the words
"I Love You" do they not?
well love is a great and very powerfull thing to fuck around with. so if you feel that you can love this person and can see it going somwhere then do you not feel that earitating curiosity of whats happening when your not around ? all because you hear a rumor or saw somthing that was just a little to fishy ?
Then that thought and feeling haunt you day to day as she continues to do things that just piss you off when your not with her cause from what you hear their just not right or dont fit proporlly in your way a relationship should be.
yes i know the feeling.
so because it continues and it just keeps getting you more and more angry day to day you feel this sudden earge to let it all go and play with it.
testing her reactions to things you do out of spite to those she loves or are her good friends. maybe you one day just arent feeling you love her anymore so you just smile and abuse every piece of that so presious word love.
or maybe you wana be really testy and tell her things that youve done in the past that you only did because you find it so impossable to trust her when you arent with her and shes out with other guys all the times or one guy all the time.
and its because of that one guy you just trip and loose it all over the slightest thing,
making you so angry and inrage you no longer care about the person you love more then anything, instead you just be honist and tell her, babe i cant trust you and its driving me crazzy im to the point i no longer think this is going to work.
now it hits her, she panics and crys to you coming up with every reason for her everyday adventures with this guy that you dispise so greatly. telling you hes nothing and means nothing to her just a somone to hang out with. bagging you not to worrie and informing you rappidly that she loves you more then anything and would never cross your trust.
now your put back in a awkward possition, you love this girl so much and you wana be with her for the rest of time when you hear her say those three powerfull words, but do you forgive her and let your fears and trust issues go? or do they just dissapear till you wake up the next morrning and again shes out with that one guy you can not stand.
games are simple.
how to play the game?
kill everything you have felt for this beautifull girl and be willing to loose it all.
you choose the rules of your game.
now it is your choice to tell her your playing a game.
you can either tell her and make her aware of what she has to do before the month is over. or just let it ride and see what happens.
now ever game is given a due date. if she can play the game and show you what you wanted before this time is up, keep her and do your best to make it work and love her more then anything you have ever loved before.
how ever if she fails your game then you must inform her that the game is over and she fails, failings punishment in a relationship is she looses you and any chance she ever had at making it work.
the rules in the game are simple. you decide what you want to see and if these things are not seen by your due date then sacrifice is your love for her her chance of love with you, the relationship is over.
play fair and honistly
enjoy the game.
Are you going to hell or to heaven?
Did you walk with the sinners
Or pray with the reverend?
Tell the truth I did a little of both
And ain't no telling where I'm going
Till my body's a ghost
And we sing
The whole worlds gonna hate me in the end
When they're surrounded by nothing but the fire (nothing but the fire)
You can lie, but you're soaking in sin
When you die let you're karma begin
From the beginning to the end
