it really suks that me and Matt are not as close as we used to be i really need him in my life and i hate that we barley talk anymore ... we used to talk about everything and i really messaed everything up with him and now hes saying he doesnt care anymore but i want him to i care about him and i hate the feelign im getting from this it hurts so bad all i want to do is fix it and if i cant imm gunna cry