*high 5's* i went to school yesterday but im skipping today !
im glad i went to school i seen randy ! and he walked me home ... and we talked and he kissed me ! but b.c i wanna like randy with out feeling gulity i had to take a break from shane so we are on a break it prolly wont last long !
plus i still dont belive shane didnt do anything with that chicky that was at his house !!!
I told shane that i need to think about alot of stuff before i have a serious relation ship ... i need to make up my mind and he was like yea that would be nice !!! i hate putting him through this thats why i need to stop .... Randy is here thats a big diffrence i can have a real relation ship with him not this long distace bull shit with Shane!!! I want Shane I Love him so much but it hurts not having him here !!!
I love everrything about him .. his Laugh , His voice Hes sweet and Treats me Good !!! And he has never hurt me !!! But Randy is Here , Hes Cute , He nice and hes sweet !!! But i found out that he is doing coke and meth and i want to help him hes my friend and has been for like 5 years now and i dont wanna see him hurting his self and throught his life away doing stupid shit !!! I love randy .. with all my heart ... god this is a tuff choice i have to make and i cant keep them both holding on !!! thats mean and i have been there before !