this was quite an interesting day..
i know i hate you, i know hates a strong word, just
meeting you and you living with me and knowing your past
didnt help us to start off on the right foot.
yes :
you have made my family and house hold live in hell for a while,
you have made my friends scared to come to my house
you eat all of our food
you are fucking owl
you wear the same shoes and clothes every single day
you probably dont wear deoderant
you have caused a lot of family drama,
you spend all of your money on drugs and alcohol
you have made not only my own house hold cry but yourself,
you have made the room downstairs in my house STINK LIKE SHIT,
you have completley scared the hell out of me,
you have bought me alcohol
you are a complete physco emo
you are a mute and never ever talk to anyone
you and your dick dad and his alcoholic annoying girlfriend make me mad
you have made the police come to my house twice
you called my house so many times at 12 or 1 pm getting my parents to drive you home from some random place
you played with my dog and i felt bad for her
you probably used my toothbrush somewhere down the line because i dont think you actually ever had one of your own (puke)
you have stolen things from my family and house
you have made my self have a hard time sleeping cause im wondering if you are going to come into my room in the night and rape me
you think no one understands you, but we all have problems
you are a cry baby
you have had a bad past but you have got to get over it
you have made us change the locks on our door
you have the most freakiest ears i have ever seen
you got mad at melanie and my friends for not smoking
you work at a pub and got fired because you just felt like leaving.. again
you used my razor once and i wanted to shoot your face off
you charged sharayah a walking fee of 10 dollars p.s walking is FREE
you make my house smell like smoke sometimes
you listen to horrible music
you mooche of grandma
you expect to live off of us forever
you cant keep a good relationship
but seeing you today and getting taken away by the police, the way that you were, walking up and down the street, stumbling everywhere smoking, making grandma ball her eyes out, hearing you say i love you grandma, looking like you were dead made me start to cry.. and im embaressed cause all i have ever done is hate you.
i know that everything you have done and said wont really change how i feel about you and will make a difference but:
im sorry, and i hope you get better.
valentines day is so over rated, its only special if you are in a relationship, besides that its just another day...
your not doing any better, if this ends soon i swear to god i wish i could take some years back and got know you more...your amazing.
