Personal
1.What time is it? 7:06
2.Do you want to answer these? i guess so
3.Name? allysa
4.Name spelled backwards? asylla
5.What is your quest? to finish this survey ahaha
6.Nickname? lyss
7.Age? 15
8.Hometown? cromwell
9.What were you born in? a hosptial
10.Where do you live now? cromwell on a farm ha
11.What Country? canada
12.Ever going to move? definatly
13.Would you rather live somewhere else? not right now
14.Birthdate? november 27
15.When do you blow out your candles? on my birthday
16.Day you were born? november 27, omg.
17.Zodiac sign? idk actually
18.Do you know what that is? nope
19.Sex? girl
20.Height? 5'1
21.Weight? mind your business
22.Eye color? brown
23.Hair color? blonde and brown
24.Any siblings? nope
25.Names and ages? ---
26. Do you get along with them? ---
27.Any pets? a dog and a cat
28.Names? cookie and sora
29.Parents? yea
30.Names? terry and lori
31.Do you get along with them? increasingly
32.Married or divorced? married
33.How long? idk 19 years
34.Website? ---
35.Email? ---
36.AOL s/n? ---
37.Yahoo s/n? ---
38.ICQ? ---
39.MSN? ---
40.How many people are on your buddy list? a couple
41.Phone number? ---
42.Personality? CRAZY
School
43. Do you want to answer these? sure
44.What school do you go to? gay gay gay ess
45.What year are you? class of '10
46.What grade are you in? ten
47.Hardest class? science
48.Easiest class? history
49.Most fun class? lmfao science
50.What day did school start? it was on a wednesday i think
51.Do you have classes with friends? yea
52.Do you have friends? hahaha of course not.
53.Do you go to school events? never
54.What was the last school event you went to? my friends grad
55.Do you have school spirit? depends
56.Do you go to dances? we don't have dances.
57.Stag or with someone? ---
Relationships
58. Do you want to answer these? sure
59.Have a significant other? yes yes
60.What is their name? logan johnson
61.How old are they? sixteen
62.How long have you been going out? one year one month six days lmfao ya
63.Have you been faithful? i kill cheaters
64.Do you love someone? yea
65.Who? my boyfriend
66.Do they know you love them? obvoiusly ahah
67.You ever going to tell them? they know.
68.Do you have an online crush? no thats lame
69.Who? no one
In the Past 24 Hours Have You?
70.Wondered why I'm asking these questions? not really
71.Had a serious talk? serious yelling period
72.Hugged someone? yeah
73.Fought with a friend? noppe
74.Cried? yeah its sad
75.Laughed? so hard
76.Made someone laugh? pissed themselves
77.Bought something? nahh
78.Cut your hair? ya actually
79.Felt stupid? all the time
80.Talked to someone you love? yes
81.Missed someone? ....all the time.
Have-you-ever ?
82.You want me to tell you? tell me what
83.Smoked? yep
84.Stolen something? nah
85.Done drugs? yes
86.Drank? its fun
87.Gotten drunk? yeah ahah
88.Eaten an entire box of Oreos? yah
89.Been dumped? never actually haha
90.Had someone be unfaithful to you? no
91.Hiked up a mountain? no
92. Stayed home on Saturday night, just because? yah
93.Been in love? right now
94.Seen the White House? no
95.Seen the Eiffel Tower? no
96.Try smoking? yeah its gay
97.Played monopoly? i always lose
98.Seen Titanic? yea
99.Kissed someone? heck yess
100.Tried a weight loss program? lmfao no
101.Jumped on a trampoline? yah
102.Colored in a coloring book (and had fun)? yah yah
103.Had a bubble bath? yea
104.Been on a plane? ya
105.Been on a boat? yes
106.Been on a train? yep
107.Been in a car accident? no
108.Ridden an elephant? no
109.Made a web page? yeah
110.Played with Barbies? yah
111.Stay up all night? o yah
112.Shoved stuff under your bed to make your room look clean? nope haha
113.Called a psychic or sex hotline? no thats gay
114.Watched Jerry Springer? yah
115.Gotten in trouble for talking in class? yes hate all the teachers
116.Been afraid of the dark? i guess when i was little ha
117.Been in the hospital (not visiting)? yah, sad
118.Had stitches? on my head
119.Dumped someone and regretted it? never
120.Gone out with more than one person at a time? no thats gay
121.Lied? yah
122.Been arrested? no
123.Fallen asleep in class? sometimes haha
124.Gotten in trouble in class? yah.
125.Used food for something other than to eat? yah
126.Met a celebrity? heck yes
127.Broken the law? maybe
128.Ever loved someone so much it made you cry? all the time man
129.Hated yourself? yah kind of
130.Been brokenhearted? it seemed like it at the time
131.Broken someone's heart? kajillions
132.------------------------------
133.Done something really stupid? too many times
134.Been arrested? nope
135.Hurt a friend? yah haha
136.Broken a bone? noppe
137.Ever had a crush on a teacher? no thats gay
Favorites
138. Why do you want to know? know what
139.Guy name? kelsey
140.Girl name? ellie
141.Nationality? i donno
142.Color? blue and white
143.Holiday? halloween christmas and my bday haha
144.Day of the week? every day that i get to see logan
145.Restaurant? mongos
146.Fastfood restaurant? mcdonalds ha
147.Food? rice
148.Animal? idk
149.Pet? cant choose
150.Store? idk
151.Mall? polo park or st vital
152.Clothes brand? band tees
153.Soda? cream soda
154.Alcohol? whiskey or vodka
155.Instrument? guitar man
156.Season? fall or winter
157.Number? 24
158.Radio station? i dont listen to the radio
159.Song? heavy metals rules - pantera
160.Sport? cheerleading lmao i guess that sounds gay but its fun
161.Vacation spot? anywhere hot
162.State? idk
163.Country? canada
164.Flower? lady slippers
165.Perfume? baby phhhhat
166.Thing to do? kiss logan
167.Actor? i donno
168.Actress? i donno
169.Saying? thats gay, coon
170.Car? trucks
171.Month? november
172.Cartoon? pinky and the brain ahah
173.T.V.Show? maury
174.Website? myspace and facebook
175.Book? cant say
176.Quality about yourself? i donno
177.Your best friend? logan bree and selena
178.Your best guy friend? logan
179.Your best girl friend? bree and selena
180.Fruit? raspberries
181.Vegetable? peppers
182.Meat? chicken.
183.Quote? thats gay, coon
184.Saying? thats gay, coon
185.Type of movie? horror
186.Candy? jolly ranchers ahah
187.Language? english
188.Magazine? idk
189.CD? mixed cds
190.Store? idk
191.Movie? the nightmare before christmas
192.Day of the week? friday
193.Singer? marilyn manson
194.Band? pantera, iron maiden
Misc.
195.Why are you so curious? i should be asking you that
196.Like to swim? sometimes
197.Like to dance? yes
198.Have a pool? noppe
199.Have a car? i like trucks
200.Going to get a car? truck
201.Your motto? i donno
202.What do you look for in a friend? fun
203.What do you look for in the opposite sex? definatly not cocky, funneh, good looking, everything logan is ahaha
204.Time you get up? weekends i get up at nine and week days like quarter to six
205.Time you go to bed? later
206.What color are the sheets on your bed? white black and red
207.How many pillows? 3
208.Ever skip school? nah
209.Have you ever been convicted of a crime? no
210.What did you eat for dinner? i didnt
211.What are you wearing? skinnies, city and colour tee, hp socks.
212.What movie makes you cry? the green mile
213.What book makes you cry? i cant tell you man
214.What song makes you cry? peneople
215.What/Who makes you laugh so hard you cry? logan and selena and bree
216.What is your favorite possession? logan
217.What physical, tangible possession do you want most? idk
218.How badly do you want it? ----
219.Have you ever seen The Exorcist? yah
220.How long did it take you to understand why that question is here? i still dont
221.Does Christmas music played too far away from Christmas annoy you? not at all ha
222.How old do you think you will be before you stop liking getting older? idk i guess 22
223.What was the best Halloween costume you ever had? a tiger
224.What was the worst Halloween costume you ever had? my halloween costumes do not suck
225.What holiday do you think has still managed to retain its original meaning? none and thats sad
226.There are currently no federal holidays during August-what should be put there? i donno
227.How good is your short-term memory? its good
228.How good is your short-term memory? ahaha i almost answered that
229.(Not very good I see, I repeated that question, did you notice?) after i read the question
230.How good is your long-term memory? its good
231.What is your earliest memory? idk
232.What is your happiest memory (other than receiving this survey)? logan asking me out
233.What is your strangest memory?
234.What is your worst memory? when steve kay passed away
235.What song, movie, etc.? what
236.What song, movie, etc.? what
237.What size are your feet? 6
238.If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? flattered
239.Do you prefer getting to know someone first before dating them or going "blind"? both are okay but i like knowing them better
240.Could you carry on a relationship with someone with the same first name as a family member? yeah.
241.Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? no
242.What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? i wouldnt do it
243.Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? nah
244.Do you think the opposite sex finds you good-looking? definatly not
245.Would you be willing to give up sex in exchange for an emotional commitment you knew would last? yah
246.Do you laugh when you hear or read the number 69? most of the time
247.Were you lying about your answer to the previous question? aha no
248.Do you actually know your Social Security Number? NO AH
249.Do you actually know your IP address? noppe
250.Do you know what an IP address is? yah
251.Do you know the four-character extension on your ZIP code? idk
252.Ever think there were too many numbers floating around in our lives? ---
253.Does your head begin to hurt when you think of infinity,imaginary numbers, irrational numbers, etc.? i hate math with a buring passion
254.What do you think of pi, you know, 3.14152967 etc..? augh
255.Do you have a driver's license? i wish idk
256.Do you sometimes see a movie or watch a show just because a good-looking celebrity is in it? no thats gay
257.What celebrity's autograph do you want most? at the moment, marilyn manson
258.Have people ever said you looked like a celebrity, and if so, who? avril lavigne lmao
259.If there was to be a movie about you, who do you think should play you (in personality, looks or both)? me
260.Does it ever annoy you when you know someone is a celebrity but you can't remember who they are? not really
261.If you could enter any celebrity's mind like in "Being John Malkovich", whose would you enter? no ones
262.Do you want to be John Malkovich? idk who he is
263.Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? sure
264.What do you love most about the other gender? theyre easier to get along with
265.What do you dislike most about the other gender? most of them dont understand, seriously
266.What do you understand least about the other gender? why they smell
267.Mac or PC? pc
268.How much do you actually care about the inner workings of your computer or is it only as long as it works? as long as it works
269.Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversation? no
270.Do you find you're different talking through IMs than face-to-face or on the telephone? yah
271.Have you ever bid on something on eBay and regretted it later? no
272.If you had been born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name have been? idk
273.Would you name a child of yours after you? no thats gay
274.If you had to switch first names with a friend of yours, who would you switch with? none
275.What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name? melissa, my name is allysa
276.If you were to become famous, would you drop your last name (like Madonna, Cher, Roseanne)? no thats gay
277.Like to give hugs? heck yes
278.Like to walk in the rain? yah
279.Sleep with or without clothes on? depends man
280.Prefer black or blue pens? red
281.Dress up on Halloween? yah.
282.Sleep on your side, tummy or back? all three
283.Think you're attractive? i'm okay,
284.Want to marry? heck yes
285.Have a goldfish? no
286.Ever have the falling dream? yah
287.Have stuffed animals? yah
288.Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? yea
289.Do you think God has a gender? idk actually never thought about it
290.Do you think science counteracts religion? i donno
291.Do you believe in organized religion? idk
292.Where do you think we go when we die? heaven or hell man
293.How easy is it to make you laugh? it has to be funny
295.Do you laugh at jokes you know you shouldn't? yah haha
296.Do you tell jokes you know you shouldn't? somtimes
297.What words instantly make you laugh or at least smile? not even gonna say
298.What do you think is the funniest thing you've ever said or written? idk
299.Do you ever dance to music when nobody's watching, when someone's watching? yah in gym
300.What is/are the worst song(s) you have ever heard? a few rap songs
301.What song(s) do you wish you could understand a little better? idk
302.What song(s) are constantly in your head? crank dat soulja boy tellem
303.What song(s) do you think describe your personality best? I dunno.
304.If you were to serenade the object of your affections, which song(s) would you use? one i wrote
305.If the object of your affections were to serenade you, what song(s) would you hope he or she used? one they wrote themselves
306.What movie(s) do you love that nobody else seems to? the nightmare before christmas
307.Do you agree with the idea that sequels are always worse than the original? idk sometimes
308.Who's your favorite Star Wars character? never seen it man
309.What kind of movie do you think there should be more of? horror
310.What movie(s) do you simply not understand the appeal of? star trek
311.When eating, are you more concerned with taste or healthiness? taste
312.What's your favorite kind of cheese? idk cheese strings.
313.What do you think your answer to the previous question reveals about your personality? idk
314.If you knew exactly what went into Chinese food,hamburger meat, etc., would you still eat it? yah
315.Do you ever feel guilty eating meat? never ahah
Friends
316.What a unique category, don't you think? totally
317.Are you sure you have friends? yes
318.Best friend? logan selena bree
319.Second-best friend? idk
320.Email the most? ---
321.Call the most? logan
322.IM the most? bree
323.Best friend of the opposite sex? logan
324.Best offline friend? logan selena bree
325.Best online friend? jason
326.Which friend do you dislike the most? if i disliked one of my friends then they wouldnt be my friend
327.Person you can always confide in? logan bree gimpy, usually logan
328.Person that you can talk to for 12 hours straight and never get bored? logan selma bree
329.In a fight or annoyed? idk
330.Friend's house you sleep at the most? no ones
331.Friend's house you wish you could sleep at but can't? logans
332.Who is the first number on your speed dial? logan
333.Who would you take away on a week vacation? logan
334.Craziest? selms
335.Weirdest? im the weird one
336.Most fun? selena and bree and logan
337.Saddest? idk
338.Quietest? justine
339.Who knows you the best? logan bree selena
340.Who do you know the best? logan.
341.Who do you like to shop with? my mom ahahah she buys me things
342.Talk with? logan bree selena
343.Trust the most? logan bree selena
344.Flirt with? logan man
345.Laugh with? bree selena logan
346.Give advice to? depends what they need advice on
347.Who gives you advice? only the people i trust, logan bree selena
348.Best singer? moi haha
349.Best athlete? kelsey
350.Who is the nicest? idk, selena
351.Who is the meanest? well..
352.Best dancer? lmao kelso, and me kay?
353.Best writer? selenas good at english
354.Best smile? logan
355.Most creative? idk
356.Best dressed? we are all awesomely dressed
357.Best shoes? me of course
358.Who doesn't care if they lie? well..
359.Who can't lie? none of them
360.Most innocent? none of them haha
361.Most innocent looking? justine
362.Rebel? all
363.Moodiest? idk
364.Happiest? selena
365.Cutest? we're all cute
Do/Are/Who's?
366. It's because I'm bored, can't you figure that out? yah
367.Religious? yah
368.Try to be fashionable? noppe
369.Think fashion is important? kind of
370.Get along with your family? increasingly
371.Get along with your friends? yah
372.Get grounded? rarely
373.Know any foreign languages? lmfao no
374.Run into walls/doors? all the time
375.Blonde? definatly
376.Who do you talk to most online? bree
377.Who do you talk to most on the phone? logan
378.Are you a bum? oh course
379.Do you get online a lot? yah
380.Do you shower? sometimes i guess, hahah yes
381.Do you hate school? with a burning passion man
382.Do you have a social life? yea
383.Do you trust people easily? not anymore
384.Have you ever lied to your best friend(s)? yah its sad
385.Are you a dare devil? depends on the situation
386.Would you ever sky dive? yah
387.Do you like to dance? heck yes
388.Are you funny? IM HYSTERICAL
389.Are you a serious person? depends
390.Do you make friends easily? no haha
391.Do you work out? no
392.Do you like to work out? yah
393.How much can you bench press? the bar lmao jk idk
394.How much can you lift? idk man
395.Are you a popular person? i have a few friends i guess
396.Do you have plans for your future? yah
397.Do you plan to go to college? univeristy
398.Do you play sports? kinda
399.Do you like sports? yah
400.Do you play an instrument? yah
401.Know what you want to be when you get older? i want to be married lmao
402.Ever been out of the country? yah
403.Out of the country? uh, ya
404.Do you like to travel? yah
405.What do YOU think of the way you look? idk i think i could be way prettier
406.What do YOU think about your attitude? good and bad
407.What do you think about life after death? i dont like to think about it
408.What do you think about karma? thats gay
409.What do you think about love? best thing in the world
410.What do you think about fate? idk lmfao
411.What do you think about yourself? i dont think much of myself actually
412.What do you tell yourself if times get hard? stop crying you whore ha jokes idk
413.What would you give your life for? fam, frenz, lolzzzz haha
414.What do you think about your first love? only love
415.What do you think about the first person that loved you? idk if they loved me but they liked me alot
416.What are you scared of? death
417.Do you cry easily? depends on the situation
418.Who/What is something/someone that has touched you? idk
419.What was the saddest moment of your life? one of them, when steve kay slipped away
420.What would life be without friends? boring
421.Without family? pointless
422.Without you? pointless and boring
423.Are you deep? ya man
424.Do you think love is once in a lifetime, or just chance? once in a life time
425.Do you like your town? its too isolated and hickish ah
426.Do you wanna get out of your town? i dont really live in town
427.What design/logo is on your mouse pad? dell
428.What color is your mouse pad? dont have one
429.Drink a lot of water? ya sometimes
430.Have a cell phone/beeper/etc.? ya a cell
431.Do you like amusement parks? they make me vomit
432.Have you ever been to 6 Flags? noppe
433.What namebrand do you wear the most? idk
434.Do you like taking pictures? L0VE iT <3
435.Do you like getting your picture taken? yah but thats gay
436.Do you have a tan? yah kind of
437.Do you get annoyed easily? no
438.What are you hobbies? being crazy
439.Do you have your own phone/phone line? yah
440.Do you have any posters/pinups on your bedroom walls? yah
441.Are you sick of this survey yet? oh not at all haha
442.Do you get good grades in school? used to
443.How do you vent your anger? scream slam things lmao tell someone idk
444.Are you a role model? am not
445.Who do you look up to most? logan
446.Who do you trust the most? logan bree selms
447.Do you have any piercings? yah ears/stretched
448.Do you have any tattoos? i wish
449.Do you dream a lot? yah
450.Do you daydream a lot? yah
451.Have you had a nightmare lately? no
452.Do you have any allergies? No
453.Do you have any health problems? no
454.Do you like animals? sure
455.Do you have any pets? yah
456.Do you like your siblings? ya if i had any
457.Do you have glasses/contacts? no
458.Do you have braces? no
459.Do you have a job? ya
460.Have you ever been fired from a job? no
461.Who did YOU want to be President? idc
462.Who would you vote for, if anyone, and why? ---
463.Do you have a curfew? yah
464.Are you a vegetarian? no
465.Could you be a vegetarian? yah
466.Have you ever thought about suicide? yah thats gay
467.Do you like coffee? yah
468.Do you have a sweet tooth? yea
469.Do you like horror movies? yah
470.Do you like to spend or save your money? both but i usually spend
471.Do you keep your room clean? never
472.Do yours well? what
473.Do you eat vegetables? sometimes
474.Are you a flirt? when i want to me
475.Are you good at flirting? well maybe
476.Do you like to go to parties? ya i love it
477.Do you still go trick or treating? yah
478.Are you an angel or a little devil? angel man
479.Do you get along with people? depends on who it is
480.Have you ever just started dancing/singing in the middle of somewhere? ya thats me
481.Have you ever won anything? yah
482.Do you have a waterbed or a regular bed? bunk bed
483.What size? single
484.Do you get bored easily? that would be why im filling this out ahah
485.Do you play golf? never again lmao
486.Do you play miniature golf? no
487.Do you like tennis? no
488.Are you flexible? oh ya very
489.Are you a sweet heart? of course
490.Would you like to be cloned? no thats gay
491.What are your opinions on cloning? its gay
493.You like Waynes World? SCARAMOUCHE SCARAMOUCHE WILL YOU DO THE FANDANGO
494.Did you like this survey? too long
495.Are you sorry you began filling it out? no
496.What questions do you wish it had asked? idk
497.How would you have answered them? idk
THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT QUESTIONS
498.When was the last time you let the people you love/people who are important to you know you love them/that they are important to you? today
499.What do you want the people who are reading this survey to know? im happy cuzz you read this lolzzz
500.What time is it? 8:47pm
yay, i get my extentions soon♥
1. List 20 things you want to say to 20 different people but you know you never will.
2. Don't say who they are.
3. Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.
4. Never discuss it again.
1. You're a filthy liar, you lie to me all the time even after i asked you to stop. You're stealing my identity. I started to wear something, then you'll start wearing it, i start to say something, then you'll start saying it, i think a certain way, then you'll start to think that way. You're always jealous of me and everyone else around you. You cause way too much drama, and it gets really annoying really fast. You're dead to me.
2. You're my everything. We have the best times together, we laugh hysterically, we mosh, take pictures, tell eachother everything, and never get bored of eachother. The distance means nothing, we still remain close. When you're mad, i'm mad. When you're sad, i'm sad. I hate it when you are upset. When you are upset in anyway you know that i will always be there to get you through the rough times. We've been close ever since we were little stinkers running around in diapers. You're life <3
3. You ugly bucket. I hate you for ruining what they thought they had. Now i'm happy you two are together. I didn't know how much you had in common. You are both pathedic. I'm not going to just forgive you like that, i can hold a grudge if i want. How about you run off to your mom and get her to shove some food down your throat for once.
4. I'd give you the whole wide world if i could. I love you, and you will always have my heart. We've never fought, not even once, and we're going to keep it that way. I'm not afraid of death, because after we die, i know we'll have our eternity together. No one can make me smile the way you do, because i don't feel the same around them. Even though it was long and painful, i'm so happy i waited for you. This will last a life time. Until death and ever after.
5. I hate to admit, i'm jealous of you. You too damn pretty, and you know it. But you're such a bad person, and you're turning in the wrong direction. You're trying new things you know that you shouldnt even touch. You're growing up too fast. You listen to all the same music that I do. We are very much alike, and we both know it.
6. I care about you bud, so why are you even bothering with her? She treats you like shit and you've even told me that so why the hell are you still with her. For your sake i hope you dump the tramp and find yourself someone who doesnt get mad when you hang out with other girls, who doesn't hang up on you all the time, someone who trusts you, who loves you, someone who makes you feel special.
7. I fucking hate you. Who the hell do you think you are saying what you think i deserve, i've only met you twice. You don't know me well enough to know what i deserve, but one things forsure, that i deserve better than you. You're words mean nothing to me.
8. Last time i saw you, you were high and drunk. Our love is lost somewhere and i don't think we'll find it. We still remain good friends, but i miss you. I never ever get to see you, and when i do you are high, and it freaks me out a little. You've changed too much.
9. You. Please, give up on me. I know that last year we thought we had something going on, and i thought so too. But its obvious that we don't. You were sending me mixed signals that i didn't understand. I wanted you to come back for me, but i've found someone already. I don't want you to sulk around about me, i just want you to be happy with another girl. You're a really good friend of mine, and i look up to you more than you think. I never meant to hurt you. You're too late.
10. I know for sure that I will never be able to ever say this to you. But if i could, i most definatly would. The night you slipped away is a night i wish i couldnt remember. I remember every last detail. Driving back from the city, and my mom asked me if i wanted something to eat, I had a uberly wrong feeling in my stomach, so i only wanted a little bite. We drove home, I typed my homework, and i went to sleep. That was the last time i drove on that bridge without regret. At 10:55PM, the phone rang and my mom got up to answer it. I heard my mom making noises, so i got up and walked into the kitchen. Her face was white when i looked at her. Fuck, we were too late. I wish we would have seen you. Boy, i miss you. I wish i could have saved you. rip <333.
11. I miss you. I miss you so bad. I wish you were still here right now, for me to sit on your lap, like i did when i was little. I wish that i could run into your house and if you the biggest hug in the world, and then hear you say "How's my girl?" like you used to. I can still hear your voice when you would call the farm to see what was going on, the tears are rolling down my face. After she passed away, you seemed to slowely die inside. I don't have anyone else now. When you passed on, it was kind of a relief. We all knew you wanted to go to Heaven. I'm glad you're with her now, I'm glad you're with your sunshine. Rip ♥
12. I hate cancer. I never knew what death was, and i'm sorry you had to teach me what it was. I swear to God i would have done anything i could of to get rid of it. Just the thought of it makes me sick. You were so strong. You fought it, but it overcame in the end. I really thought you would make it, i really did. You had the most beautiful garden in the world. During the school year i'd walk by your old house just to look at it. Its so weird to look at that house now, knowing i'll never be able to walk in there again and smell the delicious food you were cooking for me. I made a flower garden in memory of you. imy, rip<3
13. Awh your so like, rockin haha. I love talking to you because it seems like we have so much in common, like music and clothes and shit. Everytime we make plans together they always get delayed for some bunk ass reason, so i'm ecstatic for the next party because thats usually when i see you hahaha. Your good friends with Logan too, annd yeah your a nice laday <3
14. You woman beater. I hate you, so much. You choke me, strangle me, yell and curse at me. You put me down, use me, take advantage of me, you sick person. I'm sick of it all. The name calling, the punching, the beating and bruises. You've emotionally changed me. I feel like nothing, ugly and usless. You put on a show for everyone. But i know who you really are. You can't hide forever. You think you have everyone fooled, but there are a few who know you're ways. I hope you realize what you've done to me.
15. It's weird thinking about you, you're just, unreal. Trash really.
16. Don't even bother coming to any of these parties you, you'll end up getting beat up. I've only met you once, and i hope thats the last. You should know better. Hop in your car and drive back to the city biiiiitch.
17. You're hysterical haha, i'd stay up all night just listening to you talk about the weirdest things. I laugh all the time when i'm with you. Haha, you're a good guy.
18. How can you take advantage like that? They come around once in a lifetime, so you should treasure them. One day they'll be gone, and you'll realize how i feel, how much of an ass you were to them, and how you should have treated them. Smarten up.
19. You sat me down, and actually told me straight up why you think i'm a bad person. Do you think you're so good? fuck.
20. I'll always have a place in my heart for you, its over.
