Once again I've got that feeling,
the one that makes you stop and think.
the thing with those feelings is you have
to plunge right in. There is no analyzing
them or picking them apart. Feelings are
irrational and you need to feel them not
explain them.I have hurt and been hurt
many times and it just gets harder everytime.
you don't want to put yourself out there but
sometimes it is better to be hurt than to be
alone. Being alone is easy, you don't need
worry about anyone but yourself. When you
finally decide to stop being lazy and accept
those things that make your knees weak and
you heart skip a beat things turn up. Im not
saying that you can only find those things with
"the one" but you feel them stronger with people
who you unconciously know will mean more to you
than anyone else. I have learned that magnifying feelings
you don't have just hurts in the end. You cannot create
something from nothing. And I regret thinking that you can.
But once again it has happened to m