today woke up not givin a fuck
knowin nottin changin my fuckin luck
people look scared but don't even know
people hide feelings not willing to show
not taken advise not willing to grow
sometimes hopin enemies will die slow
as i sit back and smoke this dro
knowing this joint isn't either friend or fo
as i get back to reality and let ya'll go
i just wanna tell ya u reep what u so.......................

man i spelled so many words wrong hahah

life is only what u make it u can take it and waste it or take reality and face it

why is when someone dies they say he in a better place even though when he was alive he never prayed cause he was to focused on the chetta chase you think the reverend convinceing all of his friends today you think that god just wiped all of sins away do you really believe while he was sellin keys that he would be up there with some of the ill mc's , please...............????

there was this bum on the corner he was bummin for quarters i offered him some water but he said he want something stronger cause there's pain in my life
Saigon ft trey song - pain in my life

I smoke weed to take the pain out
if i didn't id blow my brains out.........

before 2pac released his last album
MAKAVELI he promised hid mom a
new big house. MAKAVELI proves
2pac is still alive. living with his mom
in the house he promised his mom
MAKAVELI K
MAKAVELI I
MAKAVELI AM
MAKAVELI ALIVE
MAKAVELI
K I AM ALIVE
2Pac: all you motha fuckin nigga's know i'm comming back,
I'M COMMING BACK.
if you belive this paste this on your page.

and if this don't convince u well just look up the 7 day theory on utube it will open ur mind like an open book

i'm comein back , expect me like u expect jesus to come expect me cause i'm comin.......

in life you'll make mistakes, as well all will do,
and it seems like you don't have enough to even make due,
your faith may be low,and the tidereal high,
and you can't get above water no matter how hard you try,
if you feel at the end and say"This is it",
stop and take a breather,but just don't quiet,
your journey may be full of twists and curves,
but if you hold on tight,you can make it through the swerves,
if you stay the course when your down and out,
you may be amazed at how quickly things turn around,
don't give up before the race is done,
just take one step then another one,
the end is near, though it appears to be far,
you'll be surprised to know how close you are,
here's something to recall when your path is darkest lit,
it's always darkest before the dawn,
and you can make it so just don't quit,

i found this poem while reading a book it was weird cause i've had alot of doubt lately and surprisinly this poem really helped me realise all the hardtimes you go through just mold and and shape u so u can enjoy the good times to come........now i feel more assured that things will get better and if i ever start to doubt again i can look at this to remind myself....
If curious were i found the poem it was in a book called from pieces to weight by 50 cent .......it was the last place i ever would have thought to get this kind of guiedense...

December 12, 1991
Mama gave birth
to a hell raisin' heavanly son.
See the doctor tried to smack me
but I smacked him back,
My first words were "Native 4 Life"
and I put my trust on that
Can't close my eyes I see visions
And even with this sinful livin'
my flows a given
off the top of my head my brain is driven
when it comes to this shit there no kiddin
sit back and relax , i need my joint litten.....

life or death
heaven or hell
where will you go there's no way to tell
you know that judgement will come for you
oneday it'll happen it's comin for you
it happens someday we know it's true
everyday we're closer to death is that something you knew
it's fucked how life takes it toll
leave your body motoinless and without a soul
wonderin why me why i gotta go
i wanna live life there so much i dun't know
i'm goin toward the light tryin to runn away
i'm not lookin to die no not today
i'll have my life end when i say
but becareful watch out or they'll be a price to pay
watch out when ur livin wit ur own rulez....your own way
cause nobody said it was gonna be easy.......Ok..

When I die fuck it i wanna to go to hell
cause im a piece of shit it aint hard to fucking tell
it dont make sense going to heaven with the goodie goodies
dressed in white, i like black tim's and black hoodies
god would probably have me on some real strict shit
no sleepin all day no geting my dick licked
hanging with the goodie goodies loungin in paradise
fuck that shit i wanna tote guns and shoot dice
all my life ive been considered as the worst
lying to my mother even stealin out her purse
crime after crime from drugs to extortion
i know my mother wish she got a fucking abortion

See I'm a poet to some, a regular modern day Shakespeare
Jesus Christ the King of these Latter Day Saints here
To shatter the picture in which of that as they paint me
as a monger of hate and Satan a scatter-brained atheist
But that ain't the case, see it's a matter of taste
We as a people decide if Shady's as bad as they say he is
Or is he the latter - a gateway to escape?
Media scapegoat, who they can be mad at today
See it's easy as cake, simple as whistlin Dixie
while I'm wavin the pistol at sixty Christians against me
Go to war with the Mormons, take a bath with the Catholics
in holy water - no wonder they try to hold me under longer
I'm a motherf*ckin spiteful, DELIGHTFUL eyeful
The new Ice Cube - motherf*ckers HATE to like you
What did I do? (huh?) I'm just a kid from the gutter
makin this butter off these bloodsuckers, cause I'm a motherf*ckin...

I started off young, took a couple wrong paths
Yo man, put some more hi-hats in it
Now it's all good and I ain't ever lookin' back; yeah, yo
And I got this joint on my keyboard starin' back at me
Like you ain't gone be happy 'til you puff on this fatty
Smoke 4 years straight, made the mistake of tryin' it
Say I got no problem, but I really hate denyin' it
I'm an addict for the marijuana
Doesn't matter if I wanna get high
I get high, its part of everyday life that I chose
I know this shit'll probably kill me
And I won't quit, but everytime I blaze, I feel guilty
And I still do it, cause every choice has a consiquence

He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I'll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby

once people take the time to know me they'd be surprised

If i could start my life from scratch
If i could take away the pain off my past
If i had another chance i would do just that
I'd give anything jus' to go right back