Yeaterday jeff and i went to Elbow falls and we had a great time.As i walked i thought about "could i live with out jeff if any thing was to happen to him?" and the truth is i couldnt...i know how i am when he doesnt pick up his phone and when i have to say good bye and i cant i suck at it even if i have to be home i still cant say good bye even when i know ill see him tomorrow. so it leaves me thinking if the one we love died tomorrow what would life be like. what if we spent our whole lives trying to find that some one and there dead before we get to see or meet them? then what? does life stop do we have some one else out there looking for us what if were looking for some one when some one else is looking for us?? then what? you know as scary as it sounds Death, We are all realy dieing some faster then others some slower but life does go on but the road at the end maby isnt what we dreampt it to be..... to those of us in the front of the line, No man No false image can save you. To those in the back of the line party hard and fill your life with no regrets.