coufusing ! frick i really wanna like you ,
you always get focking mad at me for the
stupidist reasons i dont even do anything ,
you know im always sorrry , and i feel bad after .
but i still like you , i love your phone calls everynight .
how you have to call me , whether or not its just you
and me , : ) garrrgaarrr : ) : ) ♥
( 8 ) IM A OFFCAILLY OVER YOOOUU ! : ) ( 8 )
urhhh , why do you always get mad at me
when im in a bad mood, wtfock, you were
like that to me yesterday .. urhh you make
me so focking mad :/ and i hate being mad
at you .. its hard , im verysorry and now your
not even talking to me .. urrhhh ! you brb .
why is liking someone so hard , as faye
said ... just dont know but i agree ! it
is very hard ! uthh and i hate it thats why
i dont like getting into relationships ! plus
i get mad really easilyy .. which i hate ,
but chaa . mood : @ : ( :' ( ...
ilikeyou :/
i really think i like you .. idunno though ,
im so confused .. i thought i didnt like
you anymore , i though iwas over you
im guessing im not :/ and i dont know
if thats a ba thing or not , i dont know
of anything anymore , if feels so
werid now .. but maybe cause its
better when its just you and me ,
i know your already over me , and
i told you i was over you also , but im
really not i think . you are a one og
those bestfriend , everyone wants ..
one wh0o you can trust , always !
tell everything to , make you smile
when your mad , or sad / crying ..
why are you always on now .. but
never really there ? makes me sad .
i think as friends , we braking after
those weeks .. idunno i hope not
i really do miss you bestfriend ..
im just not sure , i cant get you
out of my head ? : / life is getting
harder everyminute of it , and youve
been so depressed latly :/ makes
me really mad , because your
not yourself : ( and i hate it ,
verymuch ! i dunno if you knoe
i always try to make you feel better
and latly its been working , but
im not sure if itwill always work
you stopped telling me
everything because you thought og
something .. idunnno why :/ : '(
urhhh, and now you talk to me ..
see what i mean , and theres
this other guy i use to like , he's
gone though , he's not like you
yout kind , a verygentelman ,
which i love , and you always
listen to me .. and im not sure
whys that is .. you just do , talking
to you , yur the onlyone i look for
: ) missingyou : /
shheeez , cant stop thinking about you ,
i thought i was all over and done which you ,
is six in the morning and i cant sleep ..
i came back on computer for one of my friends ..
but then he fell asleep im guessing !
sheeez , im not even tried .. janice toke my bed ,
my mom went to work , my sister sleeping
and its dannngg sunny outside ! i wanna sleep
but i cant idunno why .. so dont ask !everythings
so danng boring , thats why im not on computer
that mcuhhs . facebooks alright and hten nex ,
pshh i hardly use it anymore , vxc same with that ..
once and a while ill check it thats all thoughhhs .
shhhhhhez , what is there to do at this time ! i
rememeber in grade six , id wake up at this time
:S :/ IINNNSAANNEE RIGHT ! i knwo .. im stupid
thats why i cant beileve i did .. ohhmygeee imma
be sleeping for soo long ! if i ever get to sleep :S
sheezz , why is love so werid ! i dont get it atall
people always say ohh shes / hes the one !
i love you and all that shheezz when they are going
way to fast with that whitesheeets ! i think everyone
now a days , are growing up way to fast ! like little
LBs dressing focking ganster when they are just in
like grade five , whats with that ? i dont get it and
grade five or six girls wearing makeup ? :/
manng i wasent alowed to wear makeup till
highschool , well i just started .. and no one
stopped me.. (: but yeahh .. i donyt even wear that
much anyymore .. hardly ! danng i think this is getting
too long :S :/ and i wanna go to sleepsoon WHCIH i
CANT ): life is soooo dannnngg hard live it good ..
well peace it . let me try to sleep and leave manny (:
cause he;s beening a gaytart ! PEACEIT ♥
OOHHMMMMMMMYYYGEEEEEEEEE current mood : AJHGAUGHAIJHFUIHFA!
frickennnchiickkenn yoo ! , imm soo pissed , mad , scared and SHOCKKKED !
i fricken lost my cell .. and im soo fricken scared to tell me mother .. cause shes
too poor to get another one .. :S :/ i hope shje takes it well .. which i KNOW
she will NOT ! :S :/ URGGGGGGGGG! WHAT AM I GOING TO DO :S
shheet yooo , ifi friekenn lived with my dad , he wont give a shhheeeiitt !
he would be like o0oh try not to do that again ... and thne gibe me a new one
buutt he;s too FRICKEN BUSSY to take care of his fricken family , or kids
and care about that .,,... too BUSY RUNNNING A FRICKEN AWAY !
P.S. FRCIIIIKKKKKKKYOOOO SLEEPOVER WAS THEE
BBBBBBBBBBESSSTT <:) (: AGAINAGAIN HAVE TO !
OMGOMGOMG ! haha . i tihnk these are going to be the best days ..
of this week (:< haha first last night , went to metro and havent been there for like
three weekks :S :/ was goign to watch a movie with janice , and neal + his
friends ... but then naaah . then we went to night market ! haha . some stuff
happened .. (: write more later . byebyes (8
