Were they wasted words
Did they mean a thing
All this precious time and i still feel so in between
Someday,I just keep pretending you'll stay
Dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
I can't keep something that i never had
I keep telling myself things will turn around with time
And if I wait it out, you could always change you're mind
Like a book i read,where it works out in the end
Can't I close my eyes, have you lying here again?
Am I a shadow on you're wall
Am i anything at all
Anything to you
I watch the walls around me crumble
asking myself why i let you in
But it's not like i can't build them up again
My tears are turning into wasted time
Trying to find the reason for good-bye
It's my fault for letting you in, my fault for trusting you
When deep down i knew, that you would do this again
There are no tears left to cry
Because with you i'm used to good-bye
Because it's always the same
Always the same