i don't really know what to say. i'm a super cool person, i think. my only fault truly is that i would do anything for somebody else, even if it was my worst enemy, just to make somebody smile. for me, if everybody in my life is content and happy, then i'm alright. and i can't be horrible to other people. i don't see the point. if you don't like somebody, that's your business, but you don't have to make their lives miserable. it doesn't matter what they've done to you. i'm very screwed up when it comes to relationships. i have been through hell and back. i never take time for myself, and because of that, i've become the person everyone else has moulded me into instead of being myself. so i'm working on making myself happy first. i don't promise to be successful at anything, but i promise to give everything a shot that i can to make myself be a better person and somebody i like. you've probably seen my pictures, so you already know the drill: brownish red hair, brown eyes, tanned skin, BIG BOOBS (it can't be helped)....the usual. i'm a contemporary english major student at Thompson Rivers University. i adore sports (most of them), but i don't really play sports that much, music, hanging out with my friends, getting dressed up, fancy drinks, going clubbing, traveling (especially to somewhere hot), being tanned, anything that has to do with sunshine, my vehicle (a jeep liberty), and the list goes on. to know me is to know that you are with somebody beautiful and definitely not like everyone else. life is what you make of it. it's a blank canvas. dream big because dreams happen.

* my girls:
nitsa - my greek counterpart, my beautiful best friend, my fashion twin, my girl for life. "GO GREEK OR GO HOME....".
jennica - we share that neighborly love, and the cooking advice. you know we belong together when i have almost killed you like 4 times and you still choose to be around me.
kelsey - you're the constant person that makes me feel as if i'm better because i know you. you will always hold a piece of my heart in your hand. i truly have fallen in love with you.
ashley - 14 years.....people have been married shorter times.....we are like one of jennifer lopez's marriages TIMES LIKE 28. i will carry your friendship with me forever. you have saved my life many times, and made me realize what i can do. we have grown from little girls to women together and you have "made me who i am"
dean - even though you aren't a girl, you've always been there when i needed you. i'll always be your mamma. i'm always here for you.
debbie - for being the best sister a girl could ask for, and for being my best friend. you will always be a part of me
tori - for being red headed and for the hugs and the sny comments.....i mclove you
t - you were the best and worst thing i have ever done. i regret and embrace everything we have ever experienced together......you'll always have a special place in my heart...

* the boys - you guys are downright confusing individuals, but you helped make me who i am, and i thank you for that.
jordan - time could never erase the past. we were perfection personified in two people, and even though we've changed, i will continue to carry the memories with me for the rest of my life. "our future's so bright, we gotta wear shades!!"

* ben and jerry's cookie dough ice cream
* the high schools days (why can't everything stay that easy and uncomplicated)
* beautiful boys
* being kissed (and if it's a good kiss, all the better)
* the sunshine
* rain
* golfing (most of the time)
* being loved
* white peach bellinis
* sleep
* crazy reality television shows
* ice cold water

* being hated
* whorey girls
* certain blazers hockey players who think they're it (you aren't and i'm not interested)
* guys who get pissed when i'm not interested (no....it's not my fault....you really are that fucking useless and i don't want what you're peddling)
* people who act like they are stupid because they think it's attractive. (i might act like a little twinkie, but does a fucking twinkie go to school for six years and have the drive to get two degrees?.....don't misunderstand me)
* people who don't come through for you
* being cheated on
* boys who don't understand boundaries (no means no now, tomorrow and always....)
* people who waste your time
* scallops (they taste like balloons)
* people that don't understand that after you date somebody, you'll always love them (just because you break up, why do your feelings change? why do people expect them to?....understand that loving somebody doesn't mean you have to want them back. it doesn't always mean that)
* travelling for longer the 8 hours on a plane (i can't stand it....)
* people who talk to me on msn who can't fricking put a sentence together (ie. wat u up 2 ths aftenoom?) it fucking irritates me.
* people who pretend to be better than others (you aren't, and you're not fooling anybody)
* never knowing how people feel about me
* caring too much about how people feel about me
* milk
* people who have ever tried to change me
* people who assume that hard times in other peoples' lives are that person's fault.....