who would have though losing baby could hurt this much ??

id rather not be around for trial.

id rather not see your face.

because i know you wont get fuck all for time.

this really , honestly
sucks .

hasn't been this bad before .
damage ?
nah .

i am just waiting for the perfect opportunity .
alone time is needed.
i need to sleep.

whiskey breath
delicious .
powdery green and cream.
harmless.
drowsy pills.
exciting.
my oh my ,
my fucking cocktail will be complete
in 14 days

well. this sucks.
once again.
three is the lucky number
mwuaha


hope everyone had a good 420 yesterday.

haha how many
before the numbers
result in the grave
??

my phone fucking died on
420
fucking bullshit
i couldnt meet up with anyone !!
(oh well, for the people i was supposed to see but didnt,
we shall blaze asap)
ugh. well . at least i still got high. hah.

bag , building , pills , gun
so many ways to go and yet so hard
to choose.

Baby , I Miss You.
you were amazing .
cant believe you are in the north west territories ...
i miss you so fucking much .
another mark to my list of departure.