Natural Hair Color:
[ ]Redhead/auburn - $50
[X]Brunette - $75
[ ]Blondish brown - $50
[ ]Black - $15
[ ]Bald - $5
[ ]Other-$100

Total: $75

Eye Color:
[X]Blue - $100
[ ]Green - $75
[ ]Brown - $50
[ ]Hazel - $25
[ ]Other - $15

Total So Far: $175

Height:
[ ]Over 7' - $200
[ ]6'8" to 7' - $175
[ ]6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[x]5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[ ]5'0" to 5'4" - $45
[ ]Under 5' -$25

Total So Far: $250

Age:
[ ]31 to 40 - $100
[ ]26 to 30 - $75
[ ]21 to 25 - $50
[x]18 to 20 - $25
[ ]0 to 17 - $15

Total So Far: $275

Current Education:
[ ]PhD - $500
[ ]Masters - $450
[ ]Bachelors - $400
[ ]Associates - $350
[X]In College/Some College - $300
[ ]High School Graduate - $250
[ ] High School - $200
[ ]Middle School - $150
[ ]High School Dropout - $100
[ ]Jr. High - $50
[ ]What is School - $Bankrupt$

Total So Far: $550

Birth Order:
[ ]Twins or more than twins - $300
[X]First Born - $300
[ ]Only Child - $250
[ ]second born-$150
[ ] middle child -$100
[ ]Last Born - $50
[ ]Other - $0

Total So Far: $850

Drink Alcohol?
[ ]Never - $300
[ ]Once In A While - $275
[ ]Only Holidays - $250
[x]Sometimes - $200
[ ]Every other week - $150
[ ]Every other day - $50
[ ]Once a day - $15
[ ]I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$

Total So Far: $1050

Vision?
[X] No correction $75
[ ] Glasses $50
[ ] Contacts $25
[ ] Surgical correction $10

Total So Far: $1125

Car Color -(you can choose multiple colors, if applicable):
[ ]Gold - $700
[ ]Grey - $600
[ ]Maroon - $500
[ ]White - $475
[ ]Black - $450
[ ]Red - $400
[ ]Blue- $375
[ ]Green- $350
[ ]Silver - $300
[ ]Purple- $250
[ ]Metallic - $200
[ ]Yellow - $100
[ ]Primer - $75
[ ]Rusted - $15
[X]No Car - $0


Total So Far: $1125

Shoe Size:
[ ]13+ - $300
[ ]11 to 12 - $200
[x] 7 to 10 - $100
[ ]Under 7 - $50

Total: $1225

Room Color (can be multiple colors):
[ ]Black - $500
[ ]Blue - $475
[X]Brown - $450
[ ]Purple/lavender - $425
[ ]White - $400
[ ]Green - $350
[ ]Orange - $300
[ ]Yellow - $200
[ ] Pink - $100
[ ]Other - $ 50

Total: $1675


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Autobiography:

Part 1: How I Came To Be

Were you a planned baby?: Yes *shivers thinking about that!*
Were you the first?: Yes
Were your parents married when you were born?: Yes
When is your birthday?: April 10, 1987

Part 2: My Family

How would you describe your family?: psycho!
Are your parents married, divorced or separated?: Married.
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: Im the oldest
What are your siblings names?: Kaitlyn, Jordan and Darcy
Which parent do you get along with best?: I dunno...sport wise my dad...and me and my mom are ok.
Do you have step parents?: Nope.


Part 3: The Friends

Do you have more than one best friend?: Yes.
Who is your best friend[s]?: They know who they are
What do you like to do when you are together: Go for supper, watch movies, shop, just chill, sleep together. haha
Do you share the same interests?: Yup
Which friend can you tell anything to?: Most of them
Whos the shyest friend you have?: um...i don't have shy friends. lol
Whos the funniest friend you have?: um...me and Meg have tons have laughs! but Justins jokes are always funny to!
Who can always make you laugh?: Everyone


Part 4: Your Personality

How high/low is your self esteem?: In the middle.
Do you get depressed about things easily?: um. nope. i like to be optimistic!
Are you happy?: Most of the time.
Do you live life to the fullest?: I try to
Do you regret anything?: No. There is no point in regrets because you can change it, you can only learn from it
Are you funny?: according to Tyson I am...
Are you shy?: a little, and i turn red really easily
Are you loud?: I can be.

Part 5: Appearance

Are you comfortable with the way you look?: sometimes
Do you have any piercings besides your ears?: nope
How do you dress formally? umm...hair down? nice clothes? lol
Are you tall or short?: shortish, 5'5
What colour is your hair?: Brown
What colour are your eyes?: Blue.
Do you wear makeup?: not often.

Part 6: The Past

Were you a strange child?: nope...i was a tomboy
Do you have the same friends?: mostly
Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing?: um...not really!


Part 7: The Future

What is your ambition?: To find my match, be comfortable in life and live it to the fullest...and have kids!
Do you want to get married?: For sure!
Do you want to have kids?: Yes I do
What would you like to name them?: im not telling because people will steal my good ideas!

Part 8: The Outdoors

Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?: If its cold, i like my bed...otherwise...outside!
What is your favorite season: Summer
Favorite weather?: around +25!! with a clear blue sky
Do you like walking in the rain?: I love playing soccer in the rain!!


Part 9: Food

Are you a vegetarian?: No.
What is your favorite food?: i just love food in general
What food makes you want to gag?: um...rotten food. or pureed food. ew!
What is your favorite dessert?: maple blondie brownie
What is your favorite restaurant?: Olive Garden, or the Keg
Are you a fussy eater: not so much.

Part 10: Relationships and Love

Are you single or taken?: single
If taken who is the lucky boy/girl?:
How long have you two been dating?:
Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?: yes i do.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes i do. even if that person is sort of hidden behind a door that is crushing them! lol

Questions boggling the mind can at times become overwhelming. Questions of making the right choice in so many aspects of life. Schooling, Career, Marriage, Friends, Love, Life. At times I just can't make my mind stop thinking. It doesn't let me sleep. It doesn't let me concentrate. At times I just don't know what to do. I guess I am still a little mixed up from an incredibly life altering event...

...I know that I was not one of his best friends. I know that I did not see him everyday. I know that I did not talk to him very often. But I do know what kind of person he was. I did grow up with him. He was a part of my life. He was only 16. I am still hurting. Why did it have to happen to him? To his family...to his friends. Why did he not stop for that STOP sign? Why did he not see? Why was he still alive when people got to him? Why did he not go instantly if he wasn't meant to stay on earth? Why did this have to happen at all?

It is so hard for me to stop asking questions. It is so hard for me to accept the finallity of it all. His life is over. I won't see him at volleyball. I won't see him at the school. I won't see him with his family. I just find it so hard to accept all of this. It is beyond me. And seeing his family...

...a family that is so ravaged with sorrow and mourning and so overflowing with questions without answers. Two younger brothers who looked up to him and had their dreams to be just like him. Two brothers who need him to teach them. Teach them the ways of life, the ways of friends, the ways on the court. And now all they have left is the memories of things done together and things said to eachother and mere pictures. Moments that will never be forgotten but will also never be changes by new memories. His parents....their oldest son. Their pride and joy. Their love. They will never know his little crushes. His inmost wants. His goals towards a career. They will never see him graduate. Never see him get married...have kids...grow old. Parents who couldn't barely walk away from his coffin at the grave. Parents who can't sleep. Parents who don't know what to do for their two other sons. And then the questions just keep on flowing. An endless stream. An unbroken string that will only grow and grow.

But then I also have to think..."It was his time to go...it was in the plan...it was predestined." I know that God has a plan for everyone. And that everyone has their time when they have to leave earth. I know that he must have served his purpose in earthly life and God just wanted him to go home to Him. And I do know that he did make an impact here...on everyone...

He was an amazing guy. He was attractive. He was smart. But those things aren't even the beginning of it. He was a strong person. Not necessarily by muscle, but with mind and spirit. He was a friend to everyone. He took people who needed someone to just listen and put them under his wing and care. He knew how to treat people. Everyone was equal in his eyes. He would say hi to everyone as they passed in the hall. He woulnd't turn down someone asking to be his partner in something. He was amazing with kids. not only his little brothers but any other kids that happened to be around. And they all looked up to him, not only physically but that they wanted to be just like "that big tall guy". He had faith. He knew that he wanted to help people. Whomever they might be. Honestly, I don't think there is a way to describe him and give him enough credit.

Now I know he was also just an average Highschool guy that fooled around with his buddy's and had a good time. And thats why all his friends miss him so much. He was a blast. He made fun out of every situation. He always had a smile on his face and his laugh was incredibly infectious. He was a normal guy living in a normal world who made things extraordinary.

But the thing is...I can think about all these good and great things...but at the same time I am still so sad about it. When I see his friends and see his family. When I see his favorite teacher and mentor. When I hear people talking about him and remembering. I just get such a sense of grief. So I wonder...

...wonder when I will not feel like this anymore. Wonder when life will just become something we are used to when people we care about leave us. Wonder when the hurt will go away for all he touched. Wonder what he is doing now way up there in heaven. Is he watching us and saying "its ok guys...I went big and now I am home." Is he having a blast in the biggest volleyball tournament? Is he quading or snowmobiling? Is he talking with God? Did he get all the answers? Is he alright?

Brendon I miss you.