some how between your laughs,
your long talks,
the stupid little fights,
and all of your jokes,
you fell in love,
but you started to grow apart,
and then one day it fell all apart,
and even tho time has pasted,
you will always want "us" back,
you want to be a kid again,
cause skinned up knees are easier to heal,
THEN A BROKEN HEART,
your tired of crying,
your tired of trying,
outside you are smiling,
but inside you are dying,
love is like a rose,
it falls apart pieace by pieace,
and when its gone you have nothing,
and all you really want is,
for that one person to show you they are not all the same,
over and over you tried,
and over and over you lied,
over and over you cryed,
and you still dont know what really happen,
yeah love make life so confusing,
but without love would you still want to live?
only you can answer that.
I didn’t want to say goodbye,
I turned so you wouldn’t see me cry,
I don’t want our friendship to die,
When you said you were leaving, I thought it was a lie.
I waved goodbye, though my heart was with pain,
What if I never see you again?
My tears were falling like mid-summer rain
The fact that you left is such a shame.
The way you spoke was like you had no care,
When I had a problem, you were the one who was there,
You said goodbye, it just isn’t fair,
Watching you leave was a nightmare.
I walked away; you didn’t know it was true,
You are the best and I’m going to miss you.
Right now the sky is grey but soon it will be blue,
One day, somehow, you’ll know the truth.
My poem is a scar; it made my tears flow,
I just thought you needed to know.
I didn’t want you to leave; I wish you didn’t go,
I have no more to say, I won’t let my pain show.
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i really don't get it
i have thought about it ever since
how could you just give up what we had
i know you loved me at one point
so what happen?
how could you just meet someone and fall in love with them just like that?
who could you just not love me all of a sudden?
who can you walk passed me and
not care about how bad you hurt me?
how can you not be upset about it?
how can you sleep at night knowing that i gave up everything to be with you?
i love you more then words could express
how can you look at me and not realize the pain that you have caused me?
no matter how hard i think about us or,
what use to be us
i can't figure out
did you ever love me???
why
whats the biggest question
that hunts you deep inside?
i sit here and ask myself
That one work question WHY?
Why is the biggest question
that has brought me to my knees
baggin for an answer
To this pain that no ones sees
Was i put here for this reason
Is that what you had in mind?
i know those words airn't fair
but theres no reason i can find
Why'd you let him ruin me?
Why'd you let me cry?
Why won't anyone just hold me?
Why didn't you just let me die?
You better make up your mind
My rope is at its end
I simply just can't take it anymore
My heart i can't defend
I long for that someone to hold me
Look deep in my eyes
Accepting me for who i am
No more hurt and no more lies
How much longer do i wait?
Why does this pain have to be?
Am i being punished for a reason?
Why God. why me?
That is my one biggest question
I ask everyday
I'll take this question to my grave
until im with you God to stay
Maybe then i'll get my answer
to this ever haunting plea
just answer in all honesty
when i ask Why God why me???
