anderson. - 20, Female, South Korea
anderson.'s Blog13 Hits
Show: 
 
12

[-]
true
The reason why people hold onto
memories so tight is because its
the only thing that doesnt change
when everything else does
 

[-]
sorry
broken hearts and last good byes
restless nights but lullibies helps make this pain go away
i reallized i let you down, told you that i'd be around
im building up the strength just to say

im sorry for breacking all the promises that i wasn't around to keep
it's all me, this time is the last time i will ever beg you to stay
but your all ready on your way

filled with sorrow, filled with pain
knowing that i am to blame for leaving your heart out in the rain
now i know your gonna walk away and leave me with the price to pay
before you go i wanted to say that im sorry
 

[-]
better in time
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be OK

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
 

[-]
<3
Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry

This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliant, please don't go away
'Cos I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
 

[-]
<3
Seems somebody put out the moon
Now the road is a minefield
I can’t follow the way she moves
I can’t see past the shadows
You make the darkness disappear
I feel found when you stay near
I know where I am when you are here
My way becomes so clear

When you're gone
Will I lose control?
You're the only road I know
You show me where to go
Who will drive my soul?

Seems somebody burned out the signs
I can’t expect the hard curves
There's no borders
There are no lines
How can I know where to turn?
You make the street lights reappear
I feel bright when you stand near
I know what I am when you are here
My place becomes so clear

When you're gone
Will I lose control?
You’re the only road I know
You show me where to go
Who will drive *my* soul?

Will I lose control?
You’re the only road that I know
You show me where to go
Who will drive my soul?
Drive my soul

When you’re gone
Will I lose control?
You’re the only road I know
You show me where to go
When you’re gone
Will I lose control?
You’re the only road I know
You show me where to go
Who will drive my soul?
 

[-]
favorite quote, for some reason.
"My first and biggest mistake."
 

[-]
mercy.
Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
Where did you read my story?
Pulled from the papers
Desperate and hardened
seeking a moment every fix

All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A Tragedy I fear

Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you

Whoa Whoa Whoa
I feel you
Whoa Whoa Whoa

Before just the daylight
Come and I stand by
Waiting to catch the quickest plane
Flying to nowhere
Is better than somewhere
That's where I've been and nothing's changed

All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A Tragedy for sure

Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you

Whoa
I feel you
Whoa

I'm so lost in you
A tredgy seemed to be over now
A tragedy it seemed to be

Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you

whoa
I feel you
Whoa
I feel you
Oh Whoa
I feel you
Oh Oh Oh
 

[-]
awe.
At the age of 5 the boy and girl played
in a little grass maze. The little boy ran off.
The girl yelled "you lost me". In 8th grade
the boy and girl were in the same math class.
The girl didnt understand how to do one of
the problems. so she asked the boy to help.
He started to explain. Once he was done she
said " you totally lost me". they laughed and
he tried to explain again. In 10th grade the
boy asked her to be his girlfriend, and after
6 months of them going out , the girl found
out the boy was cheating on her. When the
boy called her to apologize she picked up "i
never wanna talk to you again. you lost me
for real this time". By graduation the girl
became very sick. She wasnt at the celebration
so he decided to go visit her. When he got
there he asked how she was doing. The doctor
said not well. He rushed to her room. Right as
he walked in the monitor started beeping, she
stopped breathing, she died. The boy fell to the
ground and started to cry 'i lost her for real this time.'


just shows that you really dont know what you got till its gone.
 

[-]
i know now
that we were not the people that we turned out to be.
Chatting on the phone, can't take back those hours,
but I won't regret 'cause you can grow flowers from where dirt used to be.

Yea, you make me very very happy,
But you obviously didn't want to stick around, so i learnt from you.

I can be alone.
 

[-]
Tupac
Sometimes when I'm alone
I cry because I'm on my own
All the tears I cry are bitter and warm
They flow with life, and take no form
Ah the world moves fast
and it would rather pass you on by
than to stop and see what makes you cry
It's painful, so sad, sometimes I cry

But no one really cares..
to ask why, why, why

Well I cry because my heart is torn
I find it hard to carry on
And if I had an ear to confide in
I would cry amongst my treasured friends
A-but who do you know that stops that long
to help another carry on
Ah the world moves fast
and it would rather pass you on by
than to stop and see what makes you cry
It's painful, so sad, sometimes I cry

And no one really cares..
to ask why, why, why
 

[-]
arugh
" Why can others accept me for who I am but yet I can't even accept
myself..."
 

[-]
mhm

 

[-]
the past
can hurt alot,
but you have the choice to run from it or learn from it
Being happy doesn't mean
Your perfect it means you looked passed it,
And learned from your mistakes


Throughout life people will make you mad, disrespect you, treat you bad, lie to you, talk about you and mistake your confidence for cockiness-let them. You just have to realize these people do not want to hear the truth about you because they want to believe only what they want to believe. Look where you are at and heading, and then look where they are at, it doesn't matter what they think.Being self-reliant and self-assured are the only things that are gonna get you through all the challenges including nay-sayers. So when you hear lies about yourself, know you must be doing something right for someone to purposely focus and create something false about you. It means you're graduating somehow.
Just move on
 

[-]
yearbook
BEST FRIENDS: PAIGE ANDERSON AND ALICIA SMYTH
 

[-]
:(
 

12