- Spring Break = no plans. msg me if you wanna hang out <3
- Ugh please oh please stop calling me !
- 34 weeks now, 6 more to go , hurry up already.
- he's leaving for a week and more, wtf am i gonna do now ?
- I'mma try n see you everyday, because well I love you, and you deserve it !
- confusing sometimes, but you know what I still love you, not ever changing.

- almost 30 weeks !
- Already sick of school, this isn't good
- snow go away already.
- Iloveyou 11/24/09
- I want my baby already haha
- sleepover with Trinity on Thuuuursday Yay !
- We need to chill soon, it's been a while. Imma text you
- WHY THE FUCK DO YOU KEEP CALLING ME ?????

- I really want wendys today, Ian you better come through.
- you sleep waaay to long LOL
- feeling kinda sick , wtf
- It's weird how alot of your friends keep adding me lol
- After the baby is born I'm gonna change my hair big time
- 23 weeks <3

- Finally starting to get a baby bump
- It's getting waaaaaay too cold out
- I'm glad you decided to come back, Because I can't do this with out you, well I probably could, but I don't want too, I love you
- I'm kinda excited for christmas, not gonna lie. WTF ?? I don't even like christmas lol
- " I didn't hate you, she did "
- I kinda want a job, So i'll have something to do during the day.
- I'm glad we hung out JUST AS FRIENDS it was nice
- Trinity needs to sleep over at my house on friday , ya sounds like a good plan

- No one understands where I'm coming from, and I don't know why
- It was good seeing you, but now we just need to see each other more, I forgot how much I miss you
- * phone ringing * - Jocelyn " Hello ? "
Guy " hi, I think I might have the wrong number"
Jocelyn " oh, well who is this ? "
Guy " Kelly.. "
Jocelyn " yeah I think you got the wrong number "
Guy " Is this Jocelyn ? "
Jocelyn " No, sorry you got the wrong number "
Guy " ooh sorry, bye "
Lol I definitely do not want to talk to you, creeper
- You need to figure what your doing, and pretty quick too.
- I love you

- can't wait to see you today, it's been way too long, + i need someone to take my mind off .. him
- && you don't realize that you can miss out on a lot just in a month and a half
- it doesn't even feel like were friends. W/e
- Everything you promise always gets broken some way
- Gained 1 POUND yay me, keep on kicking baby
- Your everything I wanted when I was 15, but things are changing now
- life seems so pointless, yet I don't wanna die just yet.

- that definitely didn't last long at all
- kicking baby in my tummy
- I can't belive your gone, again, didn't think that would happen
- Wishes never come true
- Now I need to figure out if I ever want you to come back, because right now I don't
- I wish I didn't love you, then maybe it would be easier
- Never promise me anything ever again
- tears run down my face everytime I think of you
- Don't call me for a while, I need some time to comprehend what just happend and why, and I don't want to freak out on you.

- 5 new msg's, never replied to any of them
- I had tears running down my face as soon as you said that
- 7 hours left, can't wait
- it's gonna be kinda weird living with you, since I never thought it would ever happen, glad you made the choice to though.
- Dr. pepper is almost my favorite kinda pop now
- need to figure out what I'm gonna do for the rest of the day, till you get here that is
- my 11 yr old brother is watching Barney . wtf ?
- Don't say stuff you don't mean
- Need to figure out what I want for christmas, like soon.
- Another christmas with out you, I miss you
- so much for " working on our friendship" hey ? we don't even talk. waste of my time

Promise you won't lie?
Yeah of course

Have you kissed anyone in the past 5 days?
yeah

Have you been a happy, angry, or sad person lately?
All of the above

Did you speak with your father today?
I haven't spoken with my father since I was 4

Do you think you can love someone without trusting them?
No, what's love without trust ?

Do you ever crack your knuckles/ back/ ankles/ wrists/ etc?
Just my knuckles

Would you date someone taller than you?
I like someone taller than me, no short guys for me

Do you need to say anything to someone?
All the time

Do you think before you speak?
Most times

Honestly, what's running through your mind?
I can't wait till he's here

Have you ever asked a girl for advice?
Uhh.. yeah lol

Is there something you're not looking forward to?
No not really

Do you think boys truly understand girls?
Sometimes

Choose: bonfire on a beach or clubbing in the city?
bonfire

Does anybody have a tattoo with your name on it?
No

What was the last movie you watched?
Domestic disturbance

Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?
Yeah

What is something that you realized today?
That I miss him more than I thought

What is something your friends make fun of you for?
Not sure

Ever been lied to by someone you thought would never lie to you?
Yeah

What was the last thing you cried over?
Breaking up with him

Do you think the last girl you kissed cares for you?
She's my bestfriend she better care for me

Who are you talking to on msn ? Do you love that person?
I'm not on msn

Who is the first person you would call if you needed help?
Depends on the kind of help I needed

Has someone ever told you they will love you forever?
Yeah A couple

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
Yes, all the time

Do you get distracted easily?
Lol, yeah

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
No

What do you think about your parents?
I don't have any parents

Any plans for tomorrow?
Hanging out with Brianna

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
yeah

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
nothing

If you ended up in jail, who would be most likely to end up in there with you?
Trinity

Were you single on Valentine's Day?
I'm always single on Valentines day

Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
yeah, I don't really know why though

What is something you disliked about your day?
having nothing to do

What's the last thing you said out loud?
What a gay show

How's your hair looking?
lol, baaad

Anyone you would like to get things straight with?
Not really.

Do you think the drinking age should be lowered to 18?
no

Happier on your own or with someone?
Well I know I would be happier with Jayson, but being single is good too

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
yeap

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
yeah apparently

Do you have a hard time trusting people?
yeah

Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
Now

Last time you felt bad about someone/something?
Yesterday

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
yeah

You can receive a 500$ gift card to one place; which place is it?
clothing store

Do you experience hyperactivity after drinking an energy drink?
No not really

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you're sure they wont tell?
yeah

Is there anyone that hates you right now? Does that bother you?
I have no idea

Who did you last pinky promise with?
My sister

Do you believe in perfect?
nah

What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning?
i honestly dont know

Are there certain things that cant be joked about with you?
yeah

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
yess

Do you believe in karma?
Yes

Ever fallen backwards on a chair?
yes

Are you keeping a secret right now?
nope

Will the last person you kissed and the next person you'll kiss be the same?
yupp

When was the last time you had butterflies?
today

What do you currently hear right now?
nickelback

Where will you be in an hour?
on my bed

Your favorite thing to do on a hot summer day?
swimmmmm and tan

Where is the next far off place you will travel?
im not sure!

Who was the last person or people you ate with? Where?
Katherine, Mary-Lynn, and Fatouma at school

What made you happy today?
seeing him

Do you like meeting new people?
Yes

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
from my auntie

When was the last time you cried?
an hour ago hahahha but it was from laughing

Has today been a good day?
yes

Would you rather be mad or sad?
Mad

- YES, I'm getting better.. well slowly anyways
- I can't wait to see you on saturday, it's been waaaay to long
- This is actually happening ? it's for real ?
- && get your butt in gear
- It's weird thinking about that
- I can tell you guys care about me a lot, I love you guys
- I wrote you something, and I drew you something, and there's something extra too
- I love you , and now I can really say you love me too
- Trinity: " I'll do it "

- Totally re-thinking my grandmas, now I'm really starting to not like it, ONCE AGAIN
- I hate that you come n go when you please, just stop it, and figure out what you want.
- I wonder what your really thinking about
- It is just a matter of time, time that is taking forever to come.
- I hate that you make me feel this way, that you make me not want to answer your calls, and then I feel bad that I don't.
- I like that your always here, it's something I need right now
- phone calls, msn, facebook, nexopia, letters, little visits ..

The Extremely Hard Truth Quiz

Friends
1. Do you have a true best friend? I'd say so, yeah
2. Do you have a friend you secretly hate? No, cuz he's not my friend anymore
3. What's your weirdest insider with a friend? "Wov ova"
4. Would you die for any of your friends? I think so

Family
1. Which parent would you rather live with on your own? None
3. Is your family messed up? Some of them
4. Do you ever wish you had a different family? Nah
5. Do you have abuse in your house? verbal abuse

Yourself
2. Is your self esteem overly low or overly high? in between
3. What's one thing you wish you could change about yourself? feet
4. What's your favorite thing about yourself? Everyone says my eyes, so I guess that ?

Love
1. Ever fallen in love with someone totally wrong for you? for sure
2. Do you believe in love? of course
3. Are you the first to say "i love you"? No
4. Ever lied about loving someone? Maybe just confused, never lied though

Lust
1. How far have you gone? All the way baby
2. Ever had a one night stand? Lol, yup
3. Fling with lots of action or relationship with none? uhh..
4. Ever used someone for action? of course not
5. Would you ever have two flings in one night? lol, I dunno... that's kinda slutty LOL

Random
1. What's your favourite board game? Don't have one
2. Do you use lotion daily? Nope, but probably should
3. Mascara or Liner? Liner I think
4. What's your favourite type of bird? Dove
5. Tell me how am i suppose to breath with no air? Hate that song , everyone knows you can't breath without air.

- You still don't get it, Should I ever answer my phone again ?
- lol, @ hickies
- amazing 2 weeks, thank you
- Sorry I bailed , I'm getting sick
- you spin my head round
- Still so glad I moved back to my grandmas. It's getting better
- I hope you had a good weekend with out me, I hope you have good weeks without me too, it looks like your not gonna be here for a while.
- I don't really know what to say to you anymore, I don't really think that's a good thing either.

- I'm starting to like it at my grandmas, things seem like they changed, or maybe
she just doesn't care anymore.
- I want to answer, but something keeps pulling me back, keeping me away from answering, so I stare at my phone, as I watch you call me over and over again, and wait for a voicemail. I'm sorry I don't think I'm gonna answer for a while.
- Your pretty much a dork, but I still like you so it's okay.
- I can't believe you apologized, never thought the day would come, but I do wanna work on our friendship, lets make it better than ever !
- You need to figure out what you want, You know it's okay to go back, no one is gonna care, their just gonna say , " I told you "
- when you say " I need you " I just don't believe it anymore.
- Getting sick, UGH

- I think that was a long enough vacation from them, but now I need a vacation from you guys, Sorry I'm moving back
- All of you piss me off so much, and I can't take it anymore
- Fucking tired, like always , because waking up early to babysit everyday is bs
- I miss you, and I love you
- Sorry I don't answer your phone calls as much as I used too, I don't really know why
- Things seem to be changing , Good and bad
- Need to figure out why my stomach hurts so much all the time , but doctors suck !
- Maybe I should start packing now ? lol