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It’s amazingly unbelievable and so messed up, how our lives keep on moving after so much crap.
Where fairness is nonexistent yet our will keeps going, and our minds go crazy but we keep on thinking.
I don’t know how he keeps pushing through, how he takes it all in.
How he just shoves it all down, deep deep down within.
He gets dealt with these shit cards, and when he does he simply stalls.
After a simple moments thought, he deals with his scattered shards.
When we’re together we’re great, he’s for the most part happy.
Can’t blame him or anyone really, I just try to use some empathy.
I see he really tries and does his best; he even surprises me at times I don’t expect.
I may question his choices in the past, and then I think “we’ve all got things we regret”
But overall I think “maybe it’s me”, and that I need to clear the air.
Because there are these things in my life, that I need to fix and repair.
I feel pain that shouldn’t be there, and jealousy I thought disappeared.
I’m confused on what to do here, even though the answer is blindingly clear.
I’m hurting the one I love, and it’s not the first time this has happened.
I should learn from my mistakes, but there’s a part of me that can’t accept it.
Although these times have changed, and my plans have altered some.
I can’t help but ponder and think, “Maybe this guy is a special one”
“Maybe I should live in the now, rather than the future and the past”
“I love this guy too much and hard, I care enough to make this last”
“He makes a lot of sense to me, and I trust the things he says”
“He makes me feel desired, and I should feel lucky to be so cherished”
“So why do I doubt these feelings, when they feel so sure and true?”
“Why do I choose to turn my back, when life is hurting him too?”
“I know he loves me with all his heart, and I’ll still be there to help”
“But for us to move forward with this, I hope he can trust my self”
“Because I’m not quite sure what to do, or even how I’m going to do it”
“So it’s hard to ask him for this trust, but I didn’t even need to”
“He’s willing to do so much for me, and his judgement is so little”
“It worries me to think of failing his love, lost and oh so brittle”
“I’m trying to show him my love, and showing him how much I care”
“By asking him to let me go, even if it’s everything he can bare”
“I hope he can understand, and see what I’m trying to explain”
“That to truly find your love for someone, you must try things over again”
“For one must lose love to really feel the strain, that encourages them to thereafter regain”
“Because once you’ve lost the ‘love in your sights’, your apathy is overwhelmed by your will to fight”
Maybe in another life
I could find you there
Pulled away before your time
I can’t deal it’s so unfair
And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven’s so far away
And it feels
Yeah it feels like
The world has grown cold
Now that you’ve gone away
Leaving flowers on your grave
Show that I still care
But black roses and hail mary’s
Can’t bring back what’s taken from me
I reach to the sky
And call out your name
And if I could trade
I would
And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven’s so far away
And it stings
Yeah it stings now
The world is so cold
Now that you’ve gone away
I reach to the sky
And call out your name
And if I could trade
I would
And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven’s so far away
And it feels
Yeah it feels like
The world has grown cold
Now that you’ve gone away
Offspring - Your gunna go far kid
Show me how to lie
You're getting better all the time
And turning all against the one
Is an art that's hard to teach
Another clever word
Sets off an unsuspecting herd
And as you get back into line
A mob jumps to their feet
Now dance, fucker, dance
Man, he never had a chance
And no one even knew
It was really only you
And now you steal away
Take him out today
Nice work you did
You're gonna go far, kid
With a thousand lies
And a good disguise
Hit 'em right between the eyes
Hit 'em right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See 'em running for their lives
Slowly out of line
And drifting closer in your sights
So play it out I'm wide awake
It's a scene about me
There's something in your way
And now someone is gonna pay
And if you can't get what you want
Well it's all because of me
Now dance, fucker, dance
Man, I never had a chance
And no one even knew
It was really only you
And now
you'll lead the way
Show the light of day
Nice work you did
You're gonna go far, kid
Trust, deceived!
With a thousand lies
And a good disguise
Hit 'em right between the eyes
Hit 'em right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See 'em running for their lives
Now dance, fucker, dance
He never had a chance
And no one even knew
It was really only you
So dance, fucker, dance
I never had a chance
It was really only you
With a thousand lies
And a good disguise
Hit 'em right between the eyes
Hit 'em right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See 'em running for their lives
Clever alibis
Lord of the flies
Hit 'em right between the eyes
Hit 'em right between the eyes
When you walk away
Nothing more to say
See the lightning in your eyes
See 'em running for their lives
Sitting here waiting,
wanting,
wishing...
For all the things we all keep dreaming...
thinking,
chasing...
In our grasp and slipping so fast...
At last...
No match...
An object you cannot catch...
Everything so near
So clear
As we appear to get closer it would suddenly disappear...
Choice in our path...
Decisions to be had...
In the end our contiance is the last to laugh...
So how strange,
Our age,
That's the reason between this exchange...
However done,
The only one,
is this song my heart breaks and bleeds when is sung...
My soul,
My toll,
the very price being paid just to reach my goal...
But your sweat,
Your tears,
Seem as nonexistent as your aging years...
So its my pride,
By my stride,
Leading us on before this winding road of time...
And your heart,
Will start,
The day your little world has fallen apart...
No sleep,
I weep,
That day to arive you welcoming me at your feet...
But for now,
Somehow,
Fate hath written us a special vow...
For your life,
As well as mine,
Collide against the very fabric of our time...
This beginning,
Marks a new end,
Postponed until our roads will meet again...
However,
so clever,
Destiny's wits have yet halted this endeavor...
You see,
I've been,
searching for reason and hope from within...
trampled,
Destroyed,
A heap at my knees from your careless indulgence...
was i wrong to think you were any different...?
Am i a fool for thinking anything mattered...?
Has the karma of immaturity finally caught up...?
Or is it my luck that has been beaten and battered...?
At long last it has all come clear, there is no separation between maturity and age at all...
next lesson won't be doubt or fear, it'll be focus on the things that matter most, and not that single brick in the wall..
It’s unfortunate that the worst things in life outweigh the good. The day happiness shines as bright as the sun will be the same day we achieve peace in the Middle East. Some things are never meant to be... dogs never stay puppies, McDonalds will never be healthy, America will never stop being raciest, and evil will always prevail over good. Sick and twisted, demonic. Fucked up reality no one can make different. Let’s just piss everybody off and die tomorrow… you in? k good…
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while your gone and living in your happy life you will know that I'm going to be right here, where it seems we've both left each other...
I left you as a mistake, and apparently so was telling you so...
I realize you were not up for handling the truth, I dont really care...
your distance from me, your attitude, your feelings, I also dont care...
you once told me you would always be there for me, no matter what... I promised to never hurt you... I guess we're all such good beings at keeping our word...
you were over that, I know you were, no matter what you say, but you know what, your broken words for me contained nothing to get over for me...
I was never angry with you, highly confused, nevertheless it would appear to my own heart to have forgiven you before you could end your parade of anger with the final nail in the coffin...
I know you more than you give me credit for... we were together, yes, and in that time I recall you being the real thing for me...
love is merely a cliché compared to what was really there…
I take full blame for any hurt upon your heart while mine was with it… however I couldn’t keep my distance from you if I tried…
Now you seen to think your obligated to do just that, part ways and never look back…
Only thing is I know you’ll be back, not to sound so full of myself, but I know you Chasity…
Its deep in your mind also, I know it is, because this cliché I refer to, doesn’t just vanish… its pushed in the back of your mind, as was my true understanding, feelings and memories of and for you…
Just didn’t realize it until now…
when you cry, do you whipe away all of your tears?
I dont know what you'll do now when you scream...
There’s nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There’s nothing in between
You know the truth
Nothing left to face
There’s nothing left to lose
Nothing takes your place
When they say
You’re not that strong
You’re not that weak
It's not your fault
And when you climb up to your hill
Up to your place
I hope you’re well
There’s nothing left to prove
There's nothing I won’t do
There’s nothing like the pain
I feel for you
Nothing left to hide
Nothing left to feel
I am always here
When they say
You’re not that strong
You’re not that weak
It's not your fault
And when you climb up to your hill
Up to your place
I hope you’re well
What you want
What you lost
What you had
What is gone is over
What you got
What you love
What you need
What you have is real
It’s not enough, I'm sorry
Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years I
Still can't believe you're gone
So I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me with the story of our life
I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
Now things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
So I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and fucking fight
Until the morning comes I'll
Forget about our life
I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
First time you screamed at me
I should have made you leave
I should have known it could be so much better
I hope you're missing me
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever
And now it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever
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The wings of this angel
Made not for flying
Made not to soar
Made not in love
Hypocrisy among my souls bleeds out into this river beneath my wrists
Unknowingly make my city quench with your pain only to find it drinking guilt
Next period we take cement will crack from the pain and mistakes we will face
Make the damn bridge between your heart and my mind to comply with that knowledge you will soon dwell within my own
Some day planets will clash in our past erupting a fury beyond all self control
Maybe you can teach these wings of mine, loveless and broken to fly
To graze your dark skies of drunk hurt and confliction, within, my unsettled addiction
Our prediction, nothing less than assimilation marked for destruction, now lies in a pit of sanction
Here to fall as past can recall not at all will our score settle in withdrawal for this artless antidote converts to a brawl
Timeless acts create mindless facts to which our seamless skins tear under harmless clouds
As one may ask the fact that this task to uphold your flask drowsy nature looking back, past the stupid nature looking last
Win or loose, it’s just a game to you, the truth, its more to me, you see, we could once be, truth, I wish for that, whatever you did too
Broken wings made broken to fly…
those pieces of love await to touch sky…
horror romance cut thick with lie upon lie…
fell miles from you all you said was, now die…
finger tips touch eyes meet with respond, how high…
the wings of this angel were never meant to fly, they were never meant to love, and they were never meant to cry.
