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you were an amazing woman that i looked up to, i may have only known you for a short time, but you were there for me, you listened and offered help, and advice, you were so strong and you were like a mother to me.


Joanne Marion Faulkner December 16th, 1952 February 2nd, 2006 After a long and courageous battle with cancer Joanne passed away peacefully on February 2nd, 2006 at the Palliative Care Unit, St. Paul's Hospital. Joanne was predeceased by her father Art. She is loved and remembered by her son, Greg; mother, Ella; brothers, Chuck (Pat) and Bob (Wendy); as well as her nieces and great niece and nephew. Jo loved to garden and spent many hours tending to her flowers. She had a special interest in the Saskatchewan Schizophrenia Society serving on the board volunteering on committees and participating in fundraising. She also enjoyed volunteering for various festivals in Saskatoon. Joanne lived life with good humour, a positive attitude and a big smile. She will be remembered as a loving mother; a respectful and helpful daughter; a caring sister and aunt; a loyal friend and as a woman of strength in adversity. A very special thankyou to her longtime friends Rose, Charlotte and Shelley for truly being there for Jo. Also to her co-workers at the Marketing Den for all their support and to her neighbours for their help. Many thanks to Dr. Andrew Harrington and the Palliative Care Team for their dedication and endless support in the care of Joanne. A Memorial Service will take place on Monday morning February 6th, at 10:00 a.m., conducted by Rev. Daryl Woods, at Saskatoon Funeral Home (4th Ave. and 25th St.) followed by a reception at the W.A.Edwards Family Centre prior to interment at Woodlawn Cemetery. . Flowers are gratefully declined. Friends so wishing may make memorial donations to the Canadian Cancer Society, The Saskatchewan Schizophrenia Society or a charity of choice. Funeral arrangements have been entrusted to SASKATOON FUNERAL HOME (244-5577)
 

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gaaaah
up and down like a roller coaster....
baby you drive me crazy.

litteraly.
 

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pic mod!?
coolness!!

im a picture moderator now!!
muahahhahhahha, all your face are belong to us!
 

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b-day
exactly one month till my 19th B-day!!

peter wants ti take me to a deftones concert! that would be awesome!
 

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Cancer
.:VIRGO:. The Virgin
Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of abd luck if you do not repost.

.:SCORPIO:. The sex addict
Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

.:LIBRA:. The Lover
Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna fuck with... u might end up crying... the most irresistible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

.:ARIES:. The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontanious. Not one to fuck with. Erotic. Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

.:AQUARIUS:. Does it in the water
Trustworthy. Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE! 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

.:GEMINI:. Does Twosomes
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the fuck out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

.:LEO:. The Lion in Bed
Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

.:CANCER:. The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high sex appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great tellin stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

.:PISCES:. The Piece Of Ass
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high sex appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

.:CAPRICORN The passioate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

.:TAURUS The Tramp
Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as ......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to fuck with. Are the most sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

.:SAGITTARIUS:. The Sexy One
Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? Not the kind of person you wanna mess with you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost
 

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feeeelin good! ^_^
where to start... gosh, well the anniversary celebration was wonderful. peter and i headed to metrotown about 6 and we had dinner at Boston Pizza, i had no idea it was so expensive! i had a delicious and tender beef dip, with a side of tossed salad and peter had this really yummy pasta, while we watched the hockey game over-head... i also had the most delicious piece of chocolate fudge cake ive ever eaten plus the most expensive! we then proceeded to walk to the bowling alley in the old orchard shopping strip, same shopping district as my work. the owner of the bowling alley was very friendly, very kind, so we talked with him quite a bit seen as how we were the only people there! we had mentioned how peter wanted a bowling pin as decoration and he gave us an old pin of his, peter was thrilled! after bowling ( i lost) we went back to metrotown and up to silvercity to watch Pirates of the Caribean: At worlds end, best one yet imo. afterwards, we kinda forgot about the skytrain not running so late (the movie was done at 1) so we walked home, nice walk.

but anyways, off of the subject of how sweet my boyfriend is and onto one of my faveorite subjects... work!!
so it seems, i may be getting the shift leader position... so ill not only be doing dough and morning prep that i get paid 9$/hour for, but ill be a shift leader as well! getting more hours, plus a 25 cent raise! apparently, even though ive only been working there a month and a half, my Asst. Manager describes me as mature, responsible, organised, quick and friendly... all the qualities they look for to be manager. apparently im one of the better employees there, so im basicly just as good as people who have worked there for 8 months (since it opened) which makes me a real happy camper!

now onto my 3rd subject... (long blog this time... i know, theres so much happening now though)
wow, is july ever gonna be a busy month for me! firstly, Melody is coming to visit, she may be spending the night, my parents are also planning a visit in july... so is peters mother, not to mention i start training in july to be shift leader and my B-day is on the 11th too! where am i gonna find the time to train for shift leader!?
these are just a few of the many plans that i have, this sept. peter and i are bussing up to Canmore, Alberta for his cousins wedding, then in august were going camping with 4-5 of peters freinds, and were also going home for X-mas! peter and i are getting proffesional pictures taken of us as a couple to put on x-mas cards and give to family and freinds... and hopefully by the time we have all of these plans underway well have our first apartment!


anyways, i think i should wrap this up, its pretty long, ill update again in a week or so, or when something exciting happens again!
 

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K, feelin better now! ^_^
i think i am in the beginning stages of bipolar disorder... just judging by my severe mood swings ranging from incredibly happy.... so happy that i actually feel like i am high on ecstasy, to so down i wanna die, to being so mad i shake, storm out of a room slamming the door behind me. all in the time period of about 10 minuite's. oh and my hightened sexual desire is also a sign... but off of my manic depressive symptoms and on to whats currently happening...
im so happy, the first of June is my half a year anniversary! ^_^ im sooo excited, peter has something planned and wont tell me what it is, im absoloutly exstatic! what else is new.... oh yea, im addicted to iced capps... genuinly addicted... i crave them, and i feel like shit until i do have one, then im happy, so im trying to cut down.... i cant have one till the weekend, though i really want one right now!

but anyways im off to my wonderful job!! there goes that high again... i actually feel high!
 

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depressed
im not in a very happy mood right now, in fact its the first time ive felt genuinly depressed in a long time... last time i felt like this i wanted to comit suicide after an e-high. i dont know why i feel like this, everything is great. i love my job, i have an amazing boyfriend, a loving family, warmth, food, shelter, and money.
im getting tired of always trying so hard to make people happy, and give them everything, and then it doesnt even seem like it matters. im tired of life

i just feel like theres no point, why live just so i can die later.

whatever...
 

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update ++some
Laptops back, and nothin excitings been happening really... peter and i decided were cutting drugs out of our life, except for on special occasion. everythings been going great, i love my job, and i love living with peter.
the first of June is going to be me and peters half a year anniversary, and im super excited, i love him so muuuch!! i cant wait for a year!!



heres the ++some that i made.
 

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Wont be around... :(
im currently on a future shop computer.. thg ereason im here is because peters laptop is being shipped to ACER, so we dont currentllly have a computer. so i wont be around nearly as much, though ill stop in whenever i get the chance...
 

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Kyle
I got a phone call this morning from my mother, she sounded quite upset, as she told me that a close childhood friend was found dead in the alley of a strip mall in Aldergrove. Police say that his death is suspicious, and theyre performing an autopsy tommorow, normally when they say a death is suspicious, its usually from Drug Overdose. As soon as peter heard the slightest amount of stress in my voice while i recieved the news on the phone, he was there for me. he held me while i cried, stroking my shoulder with his thumb, and kissed me. Peter gave me permision to smoke a joint and he had me play Harvest moon, he was trying so hard to keep me happy, and he did. he was so sweet... he cuddled me all day, and then i was looking sad and he said "come here and let me cuddle you" and so i replied with "you cuddled me all day though" and then his winning line was "ill cuddle you as long as it takes" i asked him if that could mean forever and he replied with a yes. i love him, but as happy as he has made me, i still miss Kyle. Its been so long since i seen him, and despite his unappealing drug habits and bad choices he was still a great friend, and a very happy energetic all around good person.

Rest in Peace Kyle, youll always be remembered for your kindess, and despite what i believe comes after death, i hope i see you again.
 

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im so tired...
well, its been awhile since i updated my blog, so here goes.
Ive been working at Papa Murpheys Pizza, nearly everyday... and when i work, i tend to get a little lazy around the house. So Peter and i got into a fight about this, cuz he never cleans and im a shitty housemaid and all this shit. anyways... i ended up crying for like 40 mins straight... i had to work in 10 mins and i wasnt ready, so peter apologised and helped me get out the door in time. he walked me to work and then showed up at my work with an Iced Capp, to cheer me up, which it did.(did i mention i was called in on my day off?). anyways, i ended up working later then usual, i work from 9-1 or 10-2... not bad, but i stayed till close last night and helped (at 9.00 an hour ) so i was there 7 hours. walking home, my feet were pins and needles, and i was sore everywhere... i was so tired. and then when i got home i did laundry and cleaned the room like i promised peter i would.
so yea, thats pretty much all thats happening. i have to work today, so i better get ready.
 

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about me
You Have Low Self Esteem 96% of the Time



You're definitely in a low place right now, but you also know deep down that you can get out of your funk.
Take a chance and make a new friend or try a new interest. Shaking things up will give you the self-esteem boost you need!

How is Your Self Esteem?

http://www.blogthings.com/howisyourselfesteemquiz/


You Are 80% Abnormal



You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul.

You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at high risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is very likely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

http://www.blogthings.com/howabnormalareyouquiz/

You Are 88% Shy



You are beyond shy - you are most likely have a social phobia.
Seek help, and you'll be able to enjoy life instead of fearing it.

How Shy Are You?

http://www.blogthings.com/howshyareyouquiz/
 

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random
here are some random facts about whats been happening:

1 i gots a job at papa murheys take and bake pizza. pizza is practicly the family businuss. lol

2 im currently obsessed with these songs: Dead Celebrity Status- In this day and age, Crossfade- Cold, Korn- Twisted Transistor, Barenaked Ladies- Get in line, PussyCat Dolls- Hot Stuff, Madonna- Justify my Love, Saliva- Ladies and Gentleman, Finger eleven- Paralyzed, Metric- the police and the private, and grow up and blow away... also by metric.
and these video games... Harvest moon, Diablo 2, and Crusader.

3 i bought a C.D. scratch repair kit for 2 gamecube games, that wouldnt play. but the solution only made it much much worse!

4 peters extremly stressed about school, understandably so. but hes still very irratable when he comes home, its scary. but im sure he will cool off as soon as the 13 day break kicks in. i cant wait.

5 Its devons b-day- HAPPY B-DAY DEVON! ^_^

6 i keep losing shit left right and fucking center. first it was my egg pan, then copper top twice, and now its my brand new foundation i just bought yesterday.
...just found my foundation. it was hiding in a grocery bag behind he garbage! yaay!

7 ive been a bad girl eating chocolate muffins.

8 im feeling super lazy and i just wanna sit on nexopia all day.

9 im nervous about my first day of work tommorow.

10 my grandparents are bringing me a huge care package from my mom in stoon. they will arrive on thursday in the afternoon, but im upset cuz peters gonna be at school, and i wanted them to meet him.

11 my sis joined nexopia!! cutelalabug8

and i think thats it for now.
 

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im sorry
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

To you, I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high

I never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope