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I'm Fucked xD
anorexia -
You have dry skin.
You only eat 1 meal.
You’re very weak.
You hate your body.
You did starve yourself.
You have low self esteem.
You use laxatives.
You need to be skinnier.
People always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat.
People think you are too skinny.
TOTAL: 6

- ADHD -
Your mind is all over the place.
You are hyper most of the time.
You barely pay attention to anything.
You cannot cooperate with people well.
You seem to never sit still.
You talk all the time.
You need attention 24/7.
TOTAL: 3

- Bipolar disorder -
You can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
You are very irritable.
You barely get any or no sleep.
You are/sometimes anti-social.
You have very high self esteem at times.
You are/have abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
You have thought of /attempted suicide.
TOTAL: 5

- Bulimia nervosa -
You throw up all SOME of your food.
You throw it up even when you don't feel sick
You have no control over how you eat.
You use laxatives.
You have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
You always say you are fat
People think you are way too skinny.
TOTAL: 1

- Conduct disorder -
You can be a bully.
You've threatened someone.
You often find yourself in fights.
You have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
You are cruel to humans and/or animals.
You have raped/molested someone.
You've destroyed property on purpose.
You stay out all night.
You have ran away from home.
TOTAL: 4



- Depression -
You are almost always sad.
You cry for no apparent reason.
You find no hope in your future
You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
You always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
You can be anti-social.
You have low self esteem.
Everything bad that happens is always your fault.
You always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
You are failing school.
You have thought of/attempted suicide.
You have ran away from home.
Hope is no longer there for you.
TOTAL: 11

- OCD -
You have daily rituals.
You have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
You have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
You have to keep things in a certain order.
You have harmed yourself.
You are afraid you will get a STD, aids, or any kind of germs.
You have to check some stuff over again. (Ex: checking door repeatedly)
TOTAL: 6

- PTSD –
You repetitively have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
You sometimes think the event will happen again.
You feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event
You can be anti-social.
You have lost interest in the things you used to love.
You have not had a lot of sleep lately.
You worry about dying at an early age or dying at all.
For fun you can have angry outbursts.
You act younger than your age.
TOTAL: 8

- Schizophrenia -
You often have hallucinations.
You have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
You can be confused about reality and fantasy.
You think people are always staring or talking about you.
You have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
You have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
You do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
You are very shy.
You often talk to yourself.
TOTAL: 6

TOTAL: 50

0-25 = normal
26-40 = you have some problems
40+= GET HELP NOW
 

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Stoled From Myriah =o
1. YOUR REAL NAME.
Haley
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 4 letters of first name plus izzle)
Haleizzle
3.YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
BlackMaggot?
4.SOAP OPERA NAME: (your middle name and the street you live on)
Marie Dogwood
5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
Regha
6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (color of your underwear, favorite candy)
OrangeSkittle
7. YOUR JAPANESE NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)
Agmalyant
8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (both parents middle names)
Ziygmunt Nanami (May have Spelling errors)
 

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IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your music library
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool


Opening Credits:
Touch Me - Günther And The Sunshine Girls

Waking Up:
This Cocaine Makes Me Feel Like I'm On This Song - System Of A Down

First Day At School:
Slipping - Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog

Shopping:
Ho Jayegi Balle Balle - Daler Mehndi

Hanging with Friends:
I Don't Want To Fall In Love - She Wants Revenge

First Kiss:
A One-Winged Angel - Nobuo Oematsu

Birthday:
Sink Into The Underground - CKY

Party Scene:
Hellhounds On My Trail - Children Of Bodom

Falling In Love:
Good Day - Dresden Dolls

Fight Song:
Astral Romance - Nightwish

Breaking Up:
Dance Of The Dope Hats - Marilyn Manson

Prom:
Untold/Unwritten - Boondox ((Oh wow, What a great song for Prom ^^ ))

Life:
Spot The Psycho - Cornbugs

Mental Breakdown:
Skate And Destroy - The Dead Kennedys

Driving:
Everytime We Touch (slow) - Cascada

Flashback:
Rosetta Stoned - Tool

Getting back together:
Learning To Fly - Pink Floyd

Love Scene:
Slutgarden - Marilyn Manson (( Oh Jeeze ))

Wedding:
Stupid Girl - Garbage

Honeymoon:
Gonna Find You - Wheat Stalk

Birth of Child:
Tutti Fruitti Summer Love - Günther And The Sunshine Girls

Final Battle:
Life's A Show - Buffy The Vampire Slayer

Death Scene:
More Than Human - White Zombie

Funeral Song:
Hateless Insanity - Skinny Puppy

Ending:
Southern Nights - Boondox

End Credits:
Beth - KISS
 

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DAMN MY HUMANnes
BAHAHAHA!
Okay so in soccer today, I have some weird leg thing goen down
what ever, what ever
Then
I get a ball smashed into my face xD
Blood everywhere
My hair is currently red hahaha
AND RAWR! I stained my jersey!! Blood never comes out.
DAMN I Feel so friggen weak!

But yeah over all that game was okay, I wish we pulled together at the end though, and like get a goal hahaha
Twas a time to remember
 

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Hahaha..
Haha, okay
So I totally Boxed some Chick
At the soccer game today haha!
I was soo funny, I couldnt stop laughing!

But now I have a friggen Bruise on my knee hahaha
 

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as
The barbie test:

Bold the ones you got.

55+ Your a barbie

you own over 10 bottles of nail polish.
you own perfume that cost over $60.
you had/have fake nails.
you have more body/hair products than you can use.
you own a small dog.
You have clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet.
You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper.
You own a pink comforter, carpeting, walls or sheets.
total: 1

spend more time at the mall than you do at home/work?
have/had a hair color that is not your natural color?
have "blonde moments" at least once a day?
buy stuff because it's awesome, and then never wear it?
constantly keep your phone at your side?
dance around in your room when nobody else is home?
have a name for your car?
know what celebrity is dating who and who broke up this week?
refuse to go out in public without makeup
prefer to be called "princess"
total: 4

DO YOU ADORE..
makeup
glitter
the color pink
shopping
jewelry
mirrors
chick flicks
shoes
rainbows
unicorns
disney movies
candles
flowers
stuffed animals
purses
total: 3

DO YOU OWN SOMETHING FROM...
coach
forever 21
victoria's secret
guess
express
delias
MAC
sephora
bebe
abercrombie and fitch
total: 1

DO YOU SAY...
bitch
whatever
omg
hun
fugly
that's hot
darling
psh
cute
hot
skank
totally
for sure
fabulous
total: 3

DO YOU READ...
cosmopolitan
glamour
marie claire
elle girl
teen vogue
teen people
cosmo! girl
us weekly
star
self
perezhilton.com
seventeen
GL
total: 0

HAVE YOU SEEN...
legally blonde, 2
elizabethtown
mean girls
now and then
the notebook
a walk to remember
sweet home alabama
material girls
just my luck
john tucker must die
centerstage
bring it on, 2, 3
how to lose a guy in 10 days
mona lisa smile
my girl
because i said so
total: 3

DO YOU WATCH...
lost
americas next top model
project runaway
desperate housewives
the simple life
8th and ocean
sex and the city
grey's anatomy
the O.C.
laguna beach
the hills
gilmore girls
one tree hill
total: 0

15!
wow xD
 

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New Nex
=[[ This new nex layout sucks the shit
 

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Lets Do The Time Warp Again?!
Rocky Horror Picture Show Remake?! :omfg:
 

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Deviant Art
CHECK OUT MY DA! ^^
Alucard Drawing =]
As well As a Character from a story Im writing
A picture Of My Horror FX
And My New Saikano Desktoppp
I hope Its Good?


http://xxtoxicxx666.deviantart.com/
 

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Bahaha
1. Wháts your náme?
2. Are we close?
3. What do you think of me?
4. Am i your best friend?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Would you do me?
7. Describe me in 3 words:
8. If you hád me for 30 mins. whát would you do?
9. Whát wás your first impression of me?
10. Do you still think the sáme?
11. Whát reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me ánything whát would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. What do you like best ábout me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something u couldn't?
16. Could you ever love me?
17. Whats one of our best memories together?
18. Are you gonná put this on your blog and see whát i say ábout you?
19. Anything to sáy before you go?
 

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Jay dude what are you doing you know we all love you
your one of the crew man, we all care about you alot and we
don't want to see you doing this shit to yourself i know it could be
worse but i mean please this is a little extreme i mean 5-6 times
in 2 weeks with something were you don't know your limit with yet
i mean yeah have fun but once in a while and getting ripped almost
every day?you always say you don't want to go back to what you almost
became well jay your going back we just love you and we don't want to
see you like this.

all our love ¢¾

The gang

repost this if you care about him and think he needs to slow down
 

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Damn
Here's how it works:

1. Go to www.photobucket.com (don't sign in)
2. Type in your answer to the question in the 'search' box
3. Use only the first page
4. Copy the html (BBCode cuz it's nex) and paste for the answer


1. What's your name?




2. What school do you go to?



3. What is your relationship status?



4. What is your favorite color?



5. Who is your celeb. crush?




6. What are you listening to right now?



7. Where is your dream vacation?




8. Who is your favorite disney princess?

&&


9. Name a soda.




10. What is your favorite dessert?




11. What do you want to be when you grow up?



Orr..



12. What keeps you going in life?




13. One word to describe yourself?

 

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Age 14, Female
1. Nice to meet you, I'm? Haley
2. Okay, who was the last person who held your hand? Aaron
3. Have you ever had braces? I have em now
4. Who is the fourth received call on your call log? Aaron
5. If you could change your eye color what would it be? Caramel
6. What is the wallpaper on your phone? ...A Pickle..
7. How many pillows are on your bed? one
8. Who was the last text message you sent to? Sam M.
9. Is there someone you can't stop thinking about? Yeah
10. What was the best thing that happened to you this year? Improve and Aaron
11. Have you ever had a surprise birthday party? Nope
12. Who is the fourth person on your contact list? one what? (cell, my daddy (nex, Alana (msn, Jacob Black
13. When is the last time you cried? Yesterday
14. What school do you attend? SkinnerVill secondary school
16. Who was the last person that made you laugh? Laurie
18. What is the longest you've ever talked on the phone? 8 hours
19. How many 20 dollar bills do you have on you right now? None
20. Have you seen your best friend cry? Meny times
21. Where did you last go out to eat? I dont know
22. Do you dance in the car? Maybe..
23. What is the one thing that you cannot stand? People in general
24. Does your mom vacuum early in the morning? no thank god
25. Are your parents in love? lmao
26. How did you get your last bruise? Proly from punching my leg
27. Would you rather sleep at a friend's or have them over? Sleeep there
28. Who is in your house right now? My Mom , My Sister, and The dead guy in my closet..
29. What do you smell like right now? ALPHA Shirley May
30. Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong? At times
31. What makes you lose your appetite? Hm... Im not sure.. It would proly be in the 2 Girls 1 Finger Area
32. What color is your laundry basket? White
33. Does your mom make you wear a winter coat? Not really
34. Does it contain fur? No
35. Do you own any Hollister polos? What?
36. Do you think those stores are too expensive? Fuck yes
37. Where do you shop at most? Woodgrove
38. Can you go on Nexopia from school or work? No
39. Do your parents have a Nexopia account? No?! wtf
40. What's your favorite season? Fall
41. What's your favorite number? 13 or 50
42. Do you get along with your parents? My dad sure, my mom barly
43. What are you listening to? This Love - Pantera
44. What are your favorite colors? Cyan, Black, and blood red
45. Have you ever thought that your life was so bad you wanted to give up? Hmm I never thought my life was bad, there are wose but I did think of giving up.
46. Do you have any tattoos? No
47. How many piercings do you have? 2
 

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Finish the sentence

I wish: Life were a Game

I love: Aaron

I am crushing on: The Tin Mn

There is only one way to: Get Away

It takes two to: Murder

My mother always told me: 'Go Find your real Mother'

I hate: People

I mourn: Over lots

I want to see: My Lifes story

I miss: The Goodtimes

I love the taste of: Fear

No one could ever: Understand Me

My parents just don't. Know

I wonder: Why Humans are Pricks
 

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-I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
-I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
-I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
-I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of Twenty-Seven years into the room.
-I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had.
-I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
-We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
-I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
-I am the mother who is not allowed to visit the children I bore, nursed & raised. The court says I'm a bad mother because I live with another woman.
-I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
-I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
-I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
-I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
-I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.
-I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
-I am the boy who killed himself after his boyfriend died in an attack.
-I am the boy who faked sick because I was afraid to see what was written on my locker today.
-I am the boy who helped viciously attack his gay friend, because he didn't want his other friends to know that he had been seeing him.
-I am the boy who's afraid to look another boy in the eyes, because of what he might think.
-I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong