i don't mean to offend you princess
but the caliber of men that you lend your interest
will cheat on you, wipe their feet on you, decieve,
keep secrets and even beat on you.

I thought I saw you yesterday
But I didn't stop, 'cause you was walkin' the opposite way
I guess I coulda' shouted out ya name
But even if it was you, I don't know what I would say
We could sit and reminisce about the old school
Maybe share a cigarette, because we both fools
Chop it up and compare perspectives
Life, love, stress and set-backs, yes
So you could tell me how hard you had it
And you could show me all the scars to back it
And we could analyze each complaint
Break it down and explain these mistakes I make
I like to tangle up the strings of the puppetry
But you knew me back when I was a younger me
You seen me in all types of light
And I've been meanin' to ask you if I'm doin' alright

Yesterday,
Was that you? Looked just like you
Strange thangs my imagination might do
Take a breath, reflect on what we been through
Or am I just goin' crazy 'cause I miss you?


I'm shook.
I know, I pushed when I shoulda' pulled
Took it all back if I could, I put that on my soul
And I would make a top-notch good listener
If you could block-off a little time out to give it here
Since we went our separate paths
I've hit a couple snags that remind me of the past
I can't front, I'm havin' a blast
But damned if I ain't afraid of how long it's gonna last
Sittin' here wishin' we could kick it
Give me your opinions, I do miss the criticisms
I didn't mean to be distant, make a visit
I'll wait up and keep the coffee brewin' in the kitchen
But who am I jokin' wit'?
There's no way that you and I will ever get to re-open it
It doesn't matter, this is more than love
And maybe if I'm lucky, get to see you out the corner of yesterday

And when you left, I didn't see it comin'
I guess I slept, it ain't like you was runnin'
You crept out the front door slow
And I was so self-absorbed I didn't even know
And by the time I looked up it was booked up
Put it all behind you, the bad and the good stuff
A whole house full of dreams and steps
I think you'd be impressed with the pieces I kept
You disappeared but the history is still here
It's why I try not to cry over spilt beer
I can't even get mad that you're gone
Leavin' me was probably the best thing you ever taught me
I'm sorry, it's official
^{I was a fist-full, I didn't keep it simple}
Chip on the shoulder, anger in my veins
Had so much hate, now it brings me shame
Never thought about the world wit'out you
And I promise that I'll never say
another bad word about you
I thought I saw you yesterday
But I knew it wasn't you, 'cause you passed away,

Looked just like you
Strange thangs my imagination might do
Take a breath, reflect on what we been through
Or am I just goin' crazy 'cause I miss you?

trying to decide if i really wanna go out tonight,
i never used to go out without ya, not sure i remember how to.
nothin' feels right when i'm not with you, i'm sick of this dress
and these jimmychoo's, takin them off cause i feel a fool
trynna dress up when i'm missin you
i'ma step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball
with somethin hanes. In bed i lay, with nothin but you're tshirt on.

i'm sorry i'm not enough for you.
i'm sorry that i have rules and guidlines i still have to live by,
but in case you don't remember my age, i'm seventeen.
i'm sorry i'm responsible enough to go to school, and work hard enough
to get decent grades and actually graduate.
i'm sorry i don't measure up to her.
i'm sorry that when your down i like to know the reason why.
i'm sorry that i feel like you hide things from me.
i'm sorry for being paranoid.
i'm sorry for seeming to want to get rid of you so easily, but you don';t
get i'd keep you around forever if i could. i'm sorry, but i just don't feel
like i should have to feel like i'm forcing you to be with me.
i'm sorry i don't want the only reason for you to be with me is because
you're scared to break my heart.
i'm sorry you're friends don't like me,
i'm sorry you don't trust me.
and i'm sorry i ever gave you reason not to trust me.
i'm sorry that when i say "i love you", you don't believe me.
and i'm sorry that sometimes when you say it, i don't believe you.
i'm sorry that i dont like being called crazy and stupid.
i'm sorry, but i don't think that just because you're mad is a reason to call
people harsh names, and you can't expect me not to react.
i would like you to feel like you think you're a pretty lucky guy to be with me, because
i know that i feel that way about you.
i'm sorry if you think that alot of the time i'm grumpy,
but you know what sometimes shit just isn't the best.
i would have thought if anyone would have known that, it would have been you.
i would have thought that if anybody knew me well enough to know
these things about me, it would have been you

to put it simply,
i miss you when the rain comes,
i miss you when i walk outside in the winter
i miss you when i find myself outside underneath the stars, the rain, the snow, the sunshine.
i miss you when i'm sad and down and need someone to talk to,
not just someone, i need you. you always understood me like nobody else did.
i miss you when heartbreak comes along, you could never mend it, but you'd sure as hell try.
i miss the silly moments, those goofy let yourself go and be you moments.
i miss laughing, crying, over indulging.
i miss the kind of freedom that we felt when we snuck out, it was like breaking free
from a prison, breaking free from everybody but ourselves.
i miss just us, and the nights. the nights we talked for hours on end, the days we walked
underneaath that hot summer sun. as the year continues to pass and each season comes and then
goes, i miss you more. i have so many memories of you from every single time of year.
you were there for me in the beginning, when it all got hard, and i always thought, you'd still be
standing beside me to help me pull through to the end. heres to hoping you haven't given up
on me completly. i miss you, best friend.

OHHH my you are in a mood, this may last till the end of the month even!
Parties, celebrations, social gatherings, music, dance, and vacations are very high on your
priority list now. You are in a party mood and you seek fun and excitement.

a) it's confusing.
b)my computers a piece of shit, and it's making it freeze.