So my ex best friend is wanting to be friends with me again... But I don't want her as a friend anymore . My boyfriend is being his usual self and being like napoleon dynamite and being so monotone and un emotional. Lol we're always fighting now. My ex is moving to the hat and I'm
Pretty sure that's not going to make both of our families very happy .. Us always hanging out with each other not to mention how my boyfriend will feel . But the ex and I talked last night from 10:30 to like 1:00 in the morning. I miss him

My best friend now wants to be with me and he's making things even more complicated. I like him but maybe not as a boy toy .. You know?

My psycho grandparents demand to speak to me tonight otherwise they're going to start more drama for me and make my life hell.. Uhm I hate them.

Get my grad dress tomorrow!!
Everyone loves my cap and gown photos !!
(pics will be up soon)

Decided to decline my acceptance into marvel college I am going to go upgrade all my classes and get my psychology degree so I'm pretty much pumped up kicks on that...

Well life is life right now .

So I just had surgery for all four of my wisdom teeth..
My mouth is sore and I'll I want is a big Mac but I can't have it !!
I tried drinking ginger ale and eating a mini go yogurt and I puked it up with all
The blood I swallowed during surgery!! I wanna be good
I'm not liking this like at all ugh !!! Brandon made me feel better though <3
I love that boy. It's almost ten months with him

i wish you would just take a hit all ready. like seriously all you do is hold grudges. its tme for you to grow the hell up. move on. get over it!! everything happened two three years ago. learn to let it go. . .
So Dear Miss Jenica Smith. your a dirty whore and i just needed you to know this.
hahah its funny how you think all these guys likeyou for your personality when really there only with you becauseyou flaunt your tits around everywhere.
6 months tomorrow.
and your back to doing coke hey? wow !! and you told me you would stop. your stupid exes got you into this shit. they fucked you up hardcore. but then again i warned you it would happen. and here you are crawling back to me to pick up the pieces .. uggh !!
so grade sleepover in 8 days!! fun shit hey? im stoked were decorating our coveralls saturday together !! im freaking so stoked.
blake, your an idiot .. just saying .
bryson you need to realize everything woulda been fine between us. but nope . you play it safe.
brandon you just need to keep talking to someone . itll help you .
morgan i really hope your okay.that call this morning scared the crap outta me. come home soon please !!
chantalle, running isnt something you shoulda done. but whatever you did it . ihope to see you soon !! your lil sis is graduating this year. dont miss it !!
other then that i have an exceptionally great life !! <3 im kinda pumped for grad 2012 let a year of non stop partying begin !

All right so I have been having an amazing time out at ENR and I have met great people out there. Bryson and I have been getting so close and it's awesome. He's like my other half, like he makes up for what I lack. I am so stoked. This is the summer. Justins been texting me again, like you think he would move on. Guess not. Haha whatever. I don't even reply to him. Brandon is freaking out because I am getting so close to Bryson. And yeah dude, I am like excited to see where this summer brings me. And who it brings me too. Bryson like meets all my qualities. He's an amazing athlete. Coaches soccer. Loves working out. He's ripped. He's beautiful. Such a pretty boy. I love it. He's somewhat of a prep. He loves god. He like cares so much for me. We have had some pretty great chemistry this last month and so I am intrigued by him. I really think maybe this could work. But then there's brandon, he's never left me and always loved me... Hmm I'm really just letting it play out. Everything happens for a reason.

So I had a great day with Brandon <3
But it was a bit weird because he slept over last night
And Justin texts me and Brandon goes WTF
Hhaha so I had to explain to him that him and I
Will always text and talk to one another. He wasn't
Okay with it at first but now he's all chill. He really doesn't want me
Getting hurt again.
But anyways. So Brandon and I R chillen just talking
And we decide to watch hot tub time machine. Then we
Cuddled and I haven't felt this good with a guy in so long
It feels good. I have missed this feeling . and soo many girls
Are after him but he only loves me
I'm infatuated <3 it's been a good 6 months
Looking forward to the rest of this weekend with him
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So i totally just logg on and i went to go search morgs nexx to see if it was still up as im sitting with her and this strange username pops up and so brandon, morgan and I click on it not thinking we knew them.. just creeping it real...
oh no it was deff someone we knew. someone thats not to fond of me...
Alexus...
i really didnt mean to do that... :S
this could be interesting ..
lol

So I haven't made a blog for awhile I have been much to busy dealing with school And my friends. Went to the hospital because I have been super sick then went and got some booster juice, the. Went and saw Zach <3 he's honestly been there for me through everything. He's such a good guy, he told me that my opinions matter so much to him he's done with smoking. And weed. He hasn't done any of that shit in forever. I mean I'm not used to such dedication my ex just did it not giving a fuck. But he's in my past and he's so overrated. Anywho so I am redoing my science not bcz I failed but because I didn't get a good enough mark for my liking I am in p.e. 20 social 20 English 20 and I'm doing pyschology 30 soon and I have a spare and work expierience , my life is set. I found out my mom is paying half of my car I'm either getting an eclipse or a tiburon possibly a honda civic . It's pretty sweet, uhm accomplishments so far, I got kristy kicked out of school. Her being there would cause too much drama and the two in a half days she was there she kept talking shit and I know she was waiting for me to react so I didn't I told the school boar Nd let them deal wiu her, lol . People think I'm still the same old ashly that fights like she did three years ago, well I'm not. I've grown up. I just don't put up wit immature little girls. Hmm what else is new , I made the. A team for basketball and I'm competing in break dance all ready we do battles And in modern class we are starting competitions in April. Uhm next year I go to new York to audition for juliard I hope I make it, if not I'm off to lAw school in Italy I'm pumped for everything. Hopefully Anthony moves up there with me well anyways I work tomorrow morning so off to bed I go. Goodnight I'll keep you posted tho <3

so you think you can just try and bother me like you do.
well no you cant.
your pathetic and i hate you i hate everything about you.
you think you can walk into my life , be friends with me and then take the most important thing from me, and take it for yourself. well i hope your happpy with seconds and i hope you two enjoy each other. .
you two are moving waay to fast , and you may think you "love" each other, but i cant wait till the day you two get fucked over ..
im just waiting .
forver is bullshit , i dont believe it


and you,
how could you do this to me. after all the promises we made, after our history.
you go out and lie to me and then do this .. you cut me . just like that, your so fake and stupid and useless now. i made everything in your life good . now you just are a stupid coke head , e tard , acid freak. dope fuck up ... and i hope you overdose or get laced something bad and die. its sounds hardsh but its true . i wouldnt miss you. i dont want you to live your fucken stupid.
you only want me when shes not around , or when you know you cant have me and im happy wth someone els.e
i have found someone else and its like as soon as you find out you use your words against me and just manipulate me into liking you again. you just need to leave me alone.
i wish we wouldnt of met,

if you two can write about me and talk shit so can i ..
this isnt even the worst..

at school in engilsh class.. chillen with Matthew, and Justin, and Mason !! life is great !

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----------JANUARY-------------------
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----------FEBRUARY--------------------
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-----------------MARCH--------------------
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.
------------------APRIL-------------------
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking. generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer evryone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. hott but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye will introduce themself and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

-----------------MAY-----------------
A born Leader. Loved by the oppisite sex. Loves to be spoiled and spoil back. Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Amazingly the best by far in bed. Has all the answers to make others happy. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Not shy towards oppisite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the lowerback and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves Sports, literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home (unless accompanied). Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Definatly a keeper. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next day.

------------JUNE-------------
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become oneof your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

----------------JULY--------------
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days

------------AUGUST---------------
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

------------SEPTEMBER---------------
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. If you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

---------------OCTOBER-------------------
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, the sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years.

---------------NOVEMBER--------------------
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest women are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. repost in 5 mins & you will excell in a major event coming up sometime this month.

---------------DECEMBER---------------
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. A hott new guy/girl will catch your eye & you will catch theirs too in the next 6 days, if you repost in the next 5 mins.