58 days. 58 nights.

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I have 58 days to turn my life around. This gives me time to finish my bartending course, get back into going to the gym, save money, and start applying for jobs everywhere. I need to try and stop crying over all the things i can't change, and work on the things that i can. I can give everyone else the most useful advice in the world, and i need to start taking it myself. Everyone said it'd be hard, but they didn't tell me it'd be THIS hard. If they did, would i of still taken this route? Probably. I'm the only one who knows where i want to be, and i'm the only one who can get me there.



no, i'm not, but i'm working on it. 58 days and i will figure this out. i deserve to be happy. now i just need to find out what makes me happy.

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i do too.

"I like to work hard. I like to live at my job. I love to work hard to get places but there's nothing in Edmonton. I want to do Media and Marketing and live in a beautiful place with beautiful people and spend my weekends on the beach and nights in fancy clubs drinking out of real glass cups not plastic ones. I want to never ever feel over dressed... and I feel like that here."
"& I dream of the days where people stick around for longer than a season, the moment I can wake up and know I could do this for the rest of my life, the time I can look back at past memories and realize every single thing I've done up until that point was absolutely worth it."[/b]

I move to chicago in... two days...

It was fun while it lasted Edmonton.

p.s i will definately miss you guys..i have the most wonderful friends..

SO.. in approximately 4 weeks from now, I move to Chicago. Excited/terrified. I can't wait.

P.s if ANYONE wants to visit, i'll have my own place and shit and you're moreee then welcome to![/b]

I still carry that picture in my wallet
From the photo booth, yeah it's still there
Just give me some kind of sign
Is this the right place
Or the right time

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Life is too short,
grudges are a waste of perfect happiness.
laugh when you can,
apologize when you should
and let go of what you can't change.
Love deeply and forgive quickly
take chances.. give everything
and have NO regrets.
Life is too short to be unhappy
you have to take the good with the bad
smile when you're sad,
love what you got
and remember what you had
always forgive, but never forget.
Learn from your mistales,
but never regret,
people change, things go wrong,
just remember.. life goes on.



so it looks like it may be chicago in september. not sure if i'm excited, terrified, both, or neither. i'll need a roomie. or two. any takers?

& she's not the type of girl to wait by the phone...
she won't cry, she knows it'll get her nowhere.
she'll laugh alot and often and she'll live her own life..
she's like you to be a part of it,
but she'll do just fine without you.[/b]

people are going to want you, need you,
exceed you, take you, beat you, love you,
hate you, play you, rate you && break you
but never let anyone make you.

To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident.

To realize the value of a friend or family member:
you don't need to lose one.

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have.

This weeks horscopes..

-Routine may be comforting, but the prospect of change is tantalizing. One part of you makes a decision while the other part is still thinking about it. What you don't know can only confuse you.
Be honest in your communication and don't lose your cool. Romance appears rather uncomplicated this week and THAT is just how you like it!
You're hot stuff as the week begins, and not in that by-chance, flash-in-the-pan way. It's the effort you've put in so far -- at work, in relationships, into your own health -- that's showing so beautifully. You may find yourself thinking of the future around Wednesday and Thursday, and that's a good thing. Make sure a financial plan is part of it. Then, from Friday through the weekend, give your practical side a little time off. Open your heart and your mind -- see new things, meet new people. You'll love it, and they'll love you.

Update - OK GO interview went awesome.. check our their myspace! www.myspace.com/okgo they're a good band. Schools done in a week in a half. Hello summer, are you ready for me?

They say I only think in the form of crunching numbers
In hotel rooms collecting page six lovers
Get me out of my mind and get you out of those clothes
I'm a liner away from getting you into the mood, whoa

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"

so.. tonight i have an interview with the band OK GO.. noo idea what the fuck i'm going to ask them.. i'm a bit nervous.. i hope they're nice. If you haven't heard of them.. go download some of their shit, they're pretty good and the opening band for snow patrol tonight. Then, i'm going shopping for some summer clothes.. even though it's snowing. Smart hey. And then i'm guestlisted for the Snow Patrol/OK GO concert tonight, so i'm gunna take Robin.. and we're gunna rock. Just a bit.