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werd
hello 2008

starting the year off with:
mass fight
and the cops

yay for another piece of shit year
that fight was dope, lovin the adrenaline rush[/i]
 

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august17th07

love you daddy
 

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work much??
regular work schedule
Monday 5pm-close
Wednesday 4pm-close
Thursday 5pm-close
Saturday 8am-8pm
Sunday 8am-8pm

christmas break schedule
Sunday 23rd 8am-close
Monday 24th 8am-close
Wednesday 26th 8-close
Thursday 27th 8am-close
Friday 28th 5:30pm-close
Saturday 29th 8am-close
Sunday 30th 8am-close 4pm
Monday 31st covered
Wednesday 2nd 8am-close
Thursday 3rd 8am-close
Friday 4th 8am-close
Saturday 5th 8am-close
Sunday 6th 8am-close
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bedroomSURVEY
Bedroom survey

BEDROOM SURVEY
NO LYING!!

Do you have the following in your bedroom/dorm room:

Condoms: No
Cell phone: Yes
Chair/stool: Yes
Book shelf: Yes
Dresser: Yes
Computer/laptop: No
Bean bag: No
Pictures: Yes... oh so many
Mirror: Yes
Skateboard: No
Bed: Yes
Clothes on the floor: Yes, clothes are my floor
Surfboard: No
Smoke detector: No
Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drums: No
Locking door: Yes
Bottle of water: Yes
Black light: Yes
CDs: Yes
Flag: No
Stop sign/any sign: No
Real Gun: No
Cigarettes: No
Pot: Yes
Any drug: Yes
Alcohol: Yes
Books: Yes
Stereo: Yes
Television: No
Gum: Yes

How many windows do you have in your room?
Two

What is the color of your walls?
Cream, and purple

Your curtains?
Cream

Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom?
Depends on how late I am, usually the bathroom

What color is your bed sheets?
Black

Your bedspread or comforter?
Black

What's on your walls?
Grad 08 teeshirt, David Beckham poster, two "sexy" posters, pictures, shelves

Has the opposite sex slept in your bed? Haha, yes

Who usually sleeps in your bed other than you?
Depends on if I'm having a party or not, but usually just me and my kitty
 

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why??
r.i.p sean phillips
since elementary, best guy in the world
no words will ever describe..
 

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so many questions
103 Truths

1. full name - Ayrann T Kamphuis
3. single or taken - flying solo
4. zodiac sign - Pisces
5. male or female - female
6. elementary - Dr T A Swift
7. middle - Clayburn
8. high school - Bateman
9. eye color - blue
10. hair color - blonde
15. are you a health freak - should be more healthy
16. height - five foot something
18. do you like yourself - not overly
19. piercings - industrial, conch, rook, lobes, navel
20. tattoos - none, YET
21. righty or lefty - lefty

FIRSTS
22. first surgery - coming up soon
23. first piercings - lobes
24. first best friend - valerie
25. first award - MVP in soccer
26. first sport - soccer or ballet, if that counts
27. first pet - kiera, best cat alive
28. first vacation - going back to ontario
29. First Crush - david.. haha

CURRENTLY
49. eating - nothing
50. drinking - smoothie
51. I'm about to - go to bed
52. listening to - soulja boy
53. waiting for - christmas break
54. wearing - clothes
30. crushing on - naddda

FUTURE
55. want kids - eventually
56. want to get married - yeah
67. careers in mind - i've got a few ideas

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
68. lips or eyes - sucks for eyes
69. hugs or kisses - either
70. shorter or taller - taller
71. tan skinned or light - tanned
72. romantic or spontaneous - bit of both
73. dark or light hair - dark
74. muscular or normal - not important, but muscles are always nice
75. hook up or relationship - done with the hookups
76. similar to you or different - bit of both
77. trouble maker or hesitant - trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER
78. kissed a stranger - haha..
79. drank bubbles - no
80. broken a bone - ankle in soccer
81. climbed up a tree - obviously, what kid doesn't??
82. broken someones heart - not a clue
83. turned someone down - yes'm
85. liked a friend as more than a friend - more than once

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. yourself - to an extent
87. miracles - not anymore
88. love at first sight - no
89. Santa Claus - no
90. sex on the first date - whore much??
91. angels - not after this summer

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
92. Is there 1 or more people you want to be with right now? yeah
93. Have you cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend? never
94. Ever wish you could go back to that one special day? there's a few days

LASTS
95. Text message - tyler henry
96. Received call - jordan day
97. Call made - my roomies
98. Message on facebook - matt byeman
99. Missed Call - jordan day
100. Person you hung out with - emily kokesh
101. You hugged - tyler henry
102. You talked to - my roomies
103. Said I love you to - my mom
 

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gwahr
work too much??

friday: 4:30pm-1:00am
saturday: 12noon-1:00am
sunday: 8:00am-10:00pm

35.5 hours in three days

in two weeks i worked 103.75 regular hours
and 10.50 overtime hours
thats like... 57.15 hours a week AT ONE JOB
BALLLERRRR

NEW RECORD!!!
48.5 hours in three days!![
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puppy
loookit the beast!!
newest addition to the family:
two month old pit bull puppy

CADILLAC <3

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awh geez
soooo its a good party when:
you have an undercover cop chillin in there half an hour before the SWAT team show
eight cop cars, two undercover cop cars and tow trucks show up
SWAT clears your house (counted 157 people leaving my place)
and nothing gets stolen or broken!

good times
 

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&#9829;ilu
I built a wall around my heart
Never let it fall apart
Strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And I show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, hey

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
 

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just thought you should know..
what would you do if for every moment that you were truly happy, there would be 10 moments of sadness??
what would you do if someone you truly cared about died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt??
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
so, i just wanted to say, even if i never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life
i look up to you, respect you and truly cherish you.

<3
 

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i love you daddy
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always remember
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cancer: any malignant growth or tumor caused by abnormal and uncontrolled cell division;
it may spread to other parts of the body through the lymphatic system or the blood stream

they give him a couple months weeks days..
make up your fucking minds
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Rest in Peace DADDY,
i love you && will miss you forever
february 25, 1960-august 17, 2007
..i'm not ready to let him go yet



I was blown away.
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
We'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
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i know i must have hurt you
I know I must have hurt you, caused you pain.
More, I know that I have lost your trust.
I wish I had that moment back again
To pulverize my carelessness and lust.
Sometimes we have to lose what we most cherish
To understand how much we are in need.
We play with life until we nearly perish
To dare the darkness, though within we bleed.
I need you as the Sun must have a rose
To turn its empty radiance to glory,
Or as a nation needs someone who knows
The secrets of its long-forgotten story.
I know my need of you more than before;
Thus for my trespass you may trust me more.
-jodie cameron

 

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so..
wednesday morning
1:00AM
...scariest experience of my life
1:15AM
hello paramedics
1:57AM
yay for emergency waiting
2:34-7:25AM
second && minute hands were mesmerizing
8:40-9:40AM
power nap at pam's

wednesday afternoon
12:10PM
oh, he's in 18A now..
12:37PM
"i have some bad news to tell you.."
1:25PM
food run to cob's, screw you hospital food
3:00PM
pam joins the party..

wednesday evening
4:15PM
didn't even cry that much after the scam
4:45PM
cool, calm, collected at work
7:45PM
yeah getting in before visiting hours are over!
7:47PM
talk to relatives, fill them in on the goings on


♥♥i hate how all this ended a month later
8:10 am august 17th, 2007
I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH DADDY♥♥
 

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