someone else stood by your side. she looked so satisfied. i can't help it if i'm still in love with you.
i don't want to watch you marry her. i want to be wearing that dress.
i've fucked up and i have a lot of apologies but it would be nice if you stopped pretending that i don't exist. i can't not talk this over. you owe me this much.
your fucking cocaine party fucking freaks me out. i guess this new fare hike means that i’ll ride my bike, play video games and do other stuff that i like.
and i keep crawling back, hoping that you'll stay!
Say you marry the last person that texted you, what’s your new last name?
krysa.
Think back to the last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in their arms?
multiple times but all in the same night...
What are some things you do when you’re mad?
my profanity shames sailors but anger is so foreign to me that i can't do anything besides string together curse words. so, i just stand there and swear until i feel better.
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
april 20th of 2008. the one and only time in my life that i wanted to punch someone. so i did!
How do you feel about your hair right now?
it's dirty, half curly, half dreaded and completely messy. the usual. i'm super okay with it.
What are you listening to right now?
creepshow!
Are there any stressful situations in your life?
sure. work is always insane.
Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
no. i absolutely hate talking on the phone. except with mel.
Who is the last person to send you a message on facebook?
some stranger.
Are you wearing something that belongs to someone else?
no. the shirt i'm wearing is second hand though.
Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
my own.
When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
me and carmen were texting up until about ten minutes ago.
If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
highway 94.
Do you hate the last person you kissed?
i don't hate anyone but shit is pretty rough with us right now.
Who’s hoodie did you wear last?
i am currently wearing my own hoodie.
Have you ever stayed with someone because you liked their parents?
ha! no. i don't usually get very close with my girlfriends parents.
Who have you texted today?
carmen, brynn, my mama and melbear, of course.
Have you ever listened to music you hated just to fit in?
fuck no. i value music more than i value friendships.
Who is the prettiest person you know?
probably buttons but this question is stupid hard!
What’s a fact about you that not many people know?
i'm incredibly neurotic.
Do you do anything embarrassing when no one is home?
i'm not embarrassed of anything that i should be embarrassed of.
Who do you miss?
cyne. fuck.
What was the last good news you heard?
sorry to be a bummer but i haven't heard any good news lately.
What do you wish you had more knowledge about?
science. it's such an endlessly fascinating subject.
What food are you craving right now?
nothing. i just need to drink lots and lots of water. i worked 14 hours today and now i'm majorly dehydrated.
What are the things you’ve learned over the past year?
i learned that i was a better person last year. that's all that stands out in my memory right now.
Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you’re sure they won’t tell?
yes. i don't keep anyone that i don't trust in my life.
Did the last person to hurt you, ever apologize?
nope.
Who last made you laugh harder than you have in a long time?
probably mel.
Do you start the water before you get in the shower?
no...that's a waste of water.
Would you ever get someones name tattooed on you?
no, that's boring. i do have a tattoo for bronco though. that's not something i wouldn't make a habit of doing but she's worth it. <3 i would eventually like to get a tattoo for my parents as well and definitely something for my future children.
Do you know your sibling’s middle name?
i have a big family. i don't know all of my siblings middle names. =$
If your doctor said you were pregnant, what would you say?
i would tell him/her that he/she had the wrong patient. that is a physical impossibility.
Could you ever be friends with someone that broke your heart?
i wouldn't say that my heart has ever been broken, so i don't know.
Ever made a prank phone call?
yes, when i was a kid. immediately following that conversation, my brother called to apologize on my behalf.
Who was the last person you chilled with at school?
i don't have any friends at school. i don't attend my classes anyway. i know what i'm doing so i just hand in assignments.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
melbear.
Do you wear makeup?
no.
What color is your hair?
braun!
When was the last time you hugged someone?
a couple of hours ago.
Are you happy right now?
i'm not happy but i'm not awful. i'm actually feeling pretty apathetic at the moment.
Is your phone right beside you?
yup. [lame.]
First thing you do when you wake up?
when i actually do that sleep thing, i usually hit snooze for at least an hour.
Last movie you watched?
i'm not sure. i tried watching like, three movies yesterday but i couldn't get into any of them.
What color are your eyes?
green.
Which do you prefer, eat or sleep?
i love and hate both of those things at different times.
Can you speak any other language than english?
no. just some broken french and broken german.
Do you believe what comes around goes around?
mostly i guess i just believe that shit happens to everyone, no matter what you do.
One thing you're looking forward to?
getting the fuck out of dodge.
What's your favorite number?
37.
To whom did you last give the finger?
i'm not sure. i only do it as a joke.
Where did you last wear sunglasses?
my sunglasses are in my backpack. i don't know where my backpack is so i haven't worn them since...e-town in january, probably.
Is anything bugging you right now?
my nose is runny/burning.
What are you doing after this?
making "my girlfriend just dumped me" music. fuuuuuuuuuuu--.
i've got something i have to tell you! i've got something i think you should know.
I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU ANYMORE.
i thought you were hot when i saw you in the t-shirt. what the fuck is panic at the disco? shut up and put on my ramones t-shirt. i'm trying to love you.
1. i feel like i just got punched in the face. repeatedly.
2. i hate this fucking city.
3. i want to stop wanting her. it feels like everything else in my life has changed in the past six years except she's still the coolest girl in the world.
I CAN'T KEEP DOING THIS.
i just went on nexopia for the first time in a long time and i'm not sure why i even bother. this is such a waste of time! who the fuck still uses this website?
it.
would.
have.
been.
nice.
to.
go.
home.
with.
her.
i just want to be your fucking friend.
for the love of science, quit snoring or i'm moving out! this was only day two of a 6 day celebration and i haven't even really slept since before i left for tour. i need some ruddy rest!
all my love,
-km.
