awwwwwwwwww my kitty died tonight.....I dont know how to feel or how to react...its just the topping on my famlys fucked up week.....you think i felt lonley before?!? now I realize how small we all really are....idunno it kinda sucks cuz its so late at night so I can't really call anyone....and tomorrow C gets back from fernie...I dont know really what to do....I hate myself for getting so far behind in school..I get home from the play in town and find out my kitty died....i mean yea she was fat..but not all fat cats die that early....It was weird cuz by the time i finnaly got to see her she was all stiff and cold...not even 4 hours earlier i was playing with her in the living room...she was fine...just fat like usual.... gah she looks normal just like shes sleeping....i scratched behind her ears for a couple mins..and then realized that she can't feel anymore and that it was useless....and of course i find out last so everyone else has cried what they are gunna cry and im left there....alone...in my ro