Its the 31st of March..... 25 more days until their birthday... my little angels in waiting. My twin brothers would have been 9 this year! Its hard to think that they would be growing so big, so much bigger than their frail 3 pounds at birth. It' going to be hard this year. My sister started asking questions about them. How old was she? Did she cry? Did she understand? What happened to them? Why couldn't the doctors save our brother breanne?? These questions haunt me. Not only because they are being asked by an 11 year old girl who understands too much but not enough, but because they are all valid questions that I cannot answer. This year I will go to the grave site.. and let go of two blue balloons like I have done every year. I hope they fly higher then ever before. After they have left my sight, and I get into my car to drive home, I hope it rains.... tear drops from my angels in waiting...
