one of the worst feelings in the world,
is waking up the morning after he broke up
with you, thinking everything is still
amazing and then remembering; that it's not.
okaaay,
so im in love with this guy who doesn't "love" me back
yes i hate the "L" word .. its gay .
so this guy told me he liked me and "L" worded me .
he wanted to ask me out,
then all of a sudden didn't want to anymore .
how pathetic eh ?
but whatever, he's still the most amazing guy i know and i still love him to death
he means the world to me and i never want to lose him .
but pretty much im just upset about the fact that he did this to me
buut w.e
i love yoou .
STATE OF SHOCK LYRICS
"Best I Ever Had"
Now I know I messed up bad
You were the best I ever had
I let you down in the worst way
It hurts me every single day
I'm dying to let you know
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
So many things I would take back
You were the best I ever had
I don't blame you for hating me
I didn't mean to make you leave
You and I were living like a love song
I feel so bad, I feel so bad that you're gone
Now I know you're the only one that I want
I want you back, I want you
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
You were the best I ever had
We fell in love for a reason
Now you're leaving
And I just want you back
So many things we believed in
Now you're leaving and words won't bring you back
I'll never let go of the heart I broke
You and I were living like a love song
Now I know you're the only one that I want
I want you back, I want you
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
You were the best I ever had
I can't believe that I threw away all our dreams
I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to me
I feel so bad, I feel so bad
You were the best I ever had
I can't believe that I threw away all our dreams
I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to me
I feel so bad, I feel so bad
You were,
You were the best I ever had
& you hurt me ,
and its just a little bit more than i can take
i thought it would never be like this,
i never thought you'd be so low,
so cold,
so empty hearted.
buut..
i guess thats what i get for ever loving someone like you.
you left me out in the rain,
you never called,
you were never around,
you knew how much i cared.
and i guess iwas just some fucking game,
a monument to add to your collection.
a chapter in your book,
your games are bullshit,
and so are you,
you and i are through,
we are done,
over with,
forget it.
move the hell on with your life.
i know i am .
