you are hot shit.
i want your vag.

I'M SO EXCITED I COULD PEEE. =D

bye bye calgary.
i am going to miss my friends and my family, my mommmy soo
much. but i'm doing this for myself. i'm accepting a scholarship to dance in
edmonton for my last year of high school. school starts wednesday for me,
so i'll be gone tuesday. everybody keep in touch.

kayla, jacey, and kaylee, and other kayla.
all of you are little pieces of my heart and i will NEVER
ever let our friendships die. we've made it this far with a few
broken hearts and a few tears, but tons of laughs and smiles.
you guys have really made me who i am today and i love you all
so much.

kayla, you my dear have always been here for me. no matter what i got myself into i know i can always cry on your shoulder. i'm going to miss our heart to hearts, our late night drug sessions and all of the amazing times we've shared. you are the definition of a best friend.

jacey, i have watched you grow and change so much and you've always been full of personality and ready to try anything. it amazes me some of the things we've been through, but we're still here and i wont let you go go ever. you have helped me grow as a person and really shown me if you want something you have to get off your ass and get it.

kaylee. my dear god. your the love of my life. i remember when you let me read your diary and the entry you wrote about me still to this day makes me smile. you really inspire me to be myself everyday, your so kind and always willing to help. i have learned so much from you, things that i will have forever and ever. you are a role model, and you change peoples lives everyday without even knowing it. your my baby for ever and always.

kayla smith, i remember you even in elementry. sure we weren't friends then but over time it developed and i'm so glad. you bring out this spark in me, its like i'm going to do what i want to make myself happy for once. i was so used to just doing what was best for others, you showed me that putting myself first doesn't make me selfish, it makes me strong. thank you so much.

to all of you guys, this ISNT goodbye, because no way in hell will our friendships ever stop. i love you all so much, wish me luck!

lastnight was wonderful!
i had so much freaking fun!

i'm going to summer school,
at the edmonton school of ballet!
i got me a darn scholarship!
=)

thats my bestfriend, who just realized
she didnt have me added. wtf is that shit man.
ashhhholle! =)

lol just kidding, i only have like 3 friends.

i have amazing friends, and an indescribable family.
who all support me completely with whatever i choose
to do. i have a passion and a career i cant wait to
follow through with. i have everything i could ask for.
even though i go through rough times, and have shitty
days. there always followed by better ones.
i love my life. honestly.

keep your head up sunshine,
there's always tomorrow.

homework is a mo' fucking bitch yo!
two energy drinks, a couple major hand cramps,
and many spell checks later i have almost suceeded.
and i am so GLAD that i stayed up to finish this.
SO GLAD!

&&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAMMY.
your gorgeous, hilarious and you always make me smile.
have a good one baby!

- Jonah. smart, talented, helpful, amazing.

- Simeon. funny, adorable, ladies man.

- Ella. princess, sweetheart, just like her aunty.

- Sophina. bright, cheerful, sweet and smiley.

one of my favorite songs.
it's amazing. i love it.

i have finally realized how lucky i am, and how much i love my life.
i am on the right path to pursue my career, i have amazing friends,
and an amazing family. all the hard things i've been through,
and the things i've seen that nobody should have to see have
made me incredibly strong. even though reading this may seem
like i'm being conceded, i dont feel like i am. i have held
in my feelings for so long, and i screwed myself over. now that i have
let go of the past, and started making decisions that in the future
i will be thankful for i feel like a brick wall. i've learned i can't please everyone,
and you can't run from your mistakes. i've learned to except my
imperfections, and who my true friends are. i've learned to always
look at the positive side of every situation and that even when the times
get hard you can't give up. there is always a light at the end of the tunnel.
i've been through some really crazy things, and done some stuff people
wouldn't believe and i tried to mask it all and always try to make people
believe i was happy when i wasn't now i can honestly say i'm happy,
and even though it was rough getting here, its so worth it.

maybe today wasn't good, because
tomorrow is going to be amazing.
maybe all the good stuff that didn't happen
today, with happen tomorrow.

lets just pray. haha