i have finally realized how lucky i am, and how much i love my life.
i am on the right path to pursue my career, i have amazing friends,
and an amazing family. all the hard things i've been through,
and the things i've seen that nobody should have to see have
made me incredibly strong. even though reading this may seem
like i'm being conceded, i dont feel like i am. i have held
in my feelings for so long, and i screwed myself over. now that i have
let go of the past, and started making decisions that in the future
i will be thankful for i feel like a brick wall. i've learned i can't please everyone,
and you can't run from your mistakes. i've learned to except my
imperfections, and who my true friends are. i've learned to always
look at the positive side of every situation and that even when the times
get hard you can't give up. there is always a light at the end of the tunnel.
i've been through some really crazy things, and done some stuff people
wouldn't believe and i tried to mask it all and always try to make people
believe i was happy when i wasn't now i can honestly say i'm happy,
and even though it was rough getting here, its so worth it.