I'm jealous of that crazy bitch slut why ?! who knows..
probably cause she had you for so long n didn't deserve you ?
but one thing's for sure - I'm gonna treat you WAY better.
I'm so lucky to have you babe. xo

2/27/09 <3

at least you're in a better place now. <3

so freaking excited for summer to actually start ..
done dance AND school = more freee time !!
camping w/ kendall & the ladies i missss <33 ..
ash, lizzy, michelle - gonna be a shitshow forsure.
=) stampeeeede !! krista's cottage ! july 16-23 <3
- caaan't even wait !

1 - i don't miss you anymore. you replaced her, did your stuck up bitch thing, & now you're gone. thankyou for showing me that even though you are a nice person, you couldn't care LESS about anyone but your conceited self.

2 - i'm so glad i met you. we are like the same person, & i love that no matter what i do or what i say, you don't judge me like the rest of the world does. i want you to know how much i appreciate you. & sweetie ? you're never alone.

3 - you're getting away, & i don't know why. our differences are getting the best of us & what is there for us to do to change that ? i love you, i do, but if you don't make an effort, there's no point in me trying either. it's a 2 way street, start moving.

4 - i wish i wasn't falling for you, & i wish you weren't leaving. i wish i would've done something about you forever ago so that i wouldn't be sitting here right now regretting my decision not to.

5 - i understand my place, but a little equality wouldn't hurt sometimes. it's true i'm growing up, but that doesn't mean i still don't need just as much from you.

6 - you have always been the only one there for me through thick & think, & i love you for that. though we've partially gone our separate ways, it always comes back down to us, forever. unforgettable, soulmates.

7 - although it's a lot to ask for, i hope things go back to the way they used to be. you're my star, always knowing what to do or say, always being the wise one with advice even though at times you can't even take your own. you're truly a blessing, & i love you.

it's so disturbing what some people think is right.

SO excited !!
fab wknd to come with some grrreat people <3
bdayyy tuesday - Cowboys wednesday - (come out !)

.. =D

so, i really have to wonder .. what the hell are people thinking ? you're not gonna get anywhere being stupid & disrespectful. i'm not someone who's gonna do it all for you. don't treat me like i'm just an object only serving one purpose .. i'd like to think people know me better than that. apparently not though .. you used me once, i called you out on it & you lied. i'm not a fucking fool - i'm not gonna fall for that again. find someone else to give you what you want. i'm done.

almost 2 years,
& i've never felt better about mee.

bring it on.

i guess that's what i get for wishful thinking.

it's so hard for me to breathe ..

you thought we'd be fine
all these years gone by
now you're asking me to listen
well then tell me bout everything
no lies, we're losing time

you've got them on your side
they won't change their minds
now it's over & i'm feeling
like i missed out on everything
i just hope it's worth the fight

cause this is a battle
this is a final last call
it was a trial..
you made a mistake - we know
why aren't you sorry?
why aren't you sorry - why..
this can be better
you should be happy - try

fuck you.
enough said.