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Hurting
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
 

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Still searching
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friend, who thinks you're just as
pretty without makeup on. One who is
constantly reminding
you of how much he
cares and how lucky he is to have YOU...
The one who turns to his friends and
says that's her.
 

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Honesty
1.Has a boy sat on your bed before?
yes.

2.Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
yes when I was 14 I was puking up Jello shooters and some girl at the party thought it was blood so they called the ambulance I was told I had alcohol poisoning but I felt fine.

3.Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
yes.

4.Are you wearing socks?
no.

5.Who's thinking about you right now?
noone.

6.Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Tiffany Parker, my brother, Benoit.

7.Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
no.

8.Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my boss.

9.What are you NOT looking forward to?
winter break ending.

10.Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
yes I know for a fact it makes me sick.

11.Tell me about the shirt you're wearing?
its blue and white and it says hollister.

12.What was the first thing you thought this morning?
great my brother is coming early and i have to get up.


13.Are you gonna drink later?
nope.

14.What were you doing at 4am?
dreaming.

15.Are you a forgiving person?
not easily.

16.Are you wearing shorts?
no.

17.Ever had a girl best friend?
yes too many to handle.

18.Is it okay when a boy calls you babe?
as long as it just friendly.

19.Last time you laughed?
who knows.

20.how many people of the opposite sex have you made cry?
2.

21.When did you last cry?
2 years ago.

22.What are you supposed to be doing right now?
probs sleeping.

23.Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
yes.

24.Are you wearing jeans right now?
no.

25.Are you happy right now?
no.

26.Have you ever fell asleep in someone's arms?
yes who hasn't.

27.What would you do if your best guy friend told you he was gay?
support him.

28.Who were your latest 3 inbox texts from?
josh, tiffany, and crystal.

30.If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
yes my previous relationship it was awful.

31.Have a crazy side?
everybody does.

32.What is something you do alot?
listen to music and watch movies.

33.Angry at anyone?
yes many ppl.

34.Do you wanna see somebody right Now?
of course.

35.Do you like drama?
yes.

36.Who would you do anything for?
my mom she does so much for me.

37.What is the one thing you notice first with the opposite sex?
there personality.

38.What's your biggest secret?
If it wasnt a secret id tell you.

39.What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
pizza and pop.

40.Describe your life?
boring.

41.Have you ever kissed in the rain?
does snow count?

42.What is your favorite memory?
when i lived in sicamous and i was surrounded by my friends all the time.

43.What are you listening to?
kiss me thru the phone-soulja boy

44.Does your father approve of you dating?
dunno havent seen him in 16 years

45.Has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?
i imagine.

46.What color is the shirt you're wearing now?
light blue

47.What do you want right now?
an iPhone

48.Have you ever made anyone cry?
yes not proud of it.

49.Are you normally a happy person?
not really.

50.What makes you mad?
hearing things that people dislike about me but it s good too cuz i can fix it.

51.Are there any people who don't like you?
of course theres lots.

52.Do you miss anyone?
yes.

53.Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an M?
yes.

54.Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
no.

55.Do you think that you're a good person?
yes.

56.Do you believe in love at first sight?
hasnt happened but i believe it.

57.Do you hate the last person you were talking to?
no.

58.Are you honest with people?
yes very honest.

59.What do you want in life?
success.

60.Do you smoke weed regularly?
not anymore 2 yrs clean.

61.Do you believe in true love?
yes.

62.Do you miss your past?
everyday.

63.Are you proud of the person you've become?
yes i have completely changed for the best.

64.How good is your eyesight?
terrible im suppose to wear glasses.

65.What's the longest amount of time you've been on an airplane?
never been on one.

66.Has someone smacked your butt in the past week?
nope but past month yes it was quite akward.

67.What are you doing besides this survey?
watching "The Women"

68.Who was the last person you had a serious talk with?
my friend tiffany.

69.In the past week have you felt sad?
many times.

70.How do you feel when someone kisses you on the forehead?
safe and secure.

71.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
at this point in my life no.

72.Are you afraid of death/dying?
i think about it everyday and im scared to death.

73.How many people do you know with your name?
1.

74.Would you rather watch football or baseball?
football.

75.Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
warm i love tanning in the sun.

76.How's your heart lately?
broken.

77.Did someone make you mad today?
someone manages to make me mad everyday.
 

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Letting Go
"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love,
Listens but doesn't believe, and leaves
Before she is left."