stupid car transmissions why do you insist on screwing me. another vehicle with a repair order of $1800 to fix. Why me? No vehicle for baby and me for a while.

Friday May 1st. 3pm

Doctor: So Leanne, you were right. We've recieved your test results back as positive. Your PREGNANT!!!

So Im very excited to say that Im going to be a mommy!!! Due Jan 1!! Lucky me a new years baby!!! Hoping its a girl. but not finding out till the day!!

Have you ever loved someone so much that every time you leave their side it hurts to say goodbye?
Have you ever loved someone so much that every time you think of them your whole world lights up?
Have you ever loved someone so much that every moment you spend with out them feels like your missing a bg part of your life?
Have you ever loved someone so much that thats the only thing you think about?
Have you ever loved someone so much that your absolutely fearless to do anything?
I have been so lucky to be able to feel each one of those things about someone who Ill feel the same way about until the day I die.

A whole week I have to live
Without seeing that special one
Whos world I could not live without
Whos eyes shine every dream Ive ever had

A whole week I have to live
Without letting my skin touch his
Whos touch I always long for
Whos heart I hear beats my name

A whole week I have to live
A whole week I feel incomplete
A whole week that reminds me just why,
hes the man I truely love.

So I just met the perfect man for me for life. Nobody has ever made me feel the way he does. Every time I look at him it gives me the butterflies. How did this happen to me? How did I get so lucky? To the man upstairs thank you! You have just completed my life.

All I ever wanted, was to see you smilin'
All I ever wanted, was to make you mine,
I know that I love you, baby why dont you see,
All I ever wanted, was you and me.

Im so alone here on my own, and Im waiting for you to call.
I want to be, a part of you, think of all the things we could do.
And every day, your in my head, I want you in my bed.
You are the one, your in my eyes, all I wanted in my life.

.. If you've got something to say.. Say it.. Cuz if you dont the words you couldn't say might have had a huge impact on your life.. Life might have changed for you.. Life might have been for the better.. Or maybe the worst.. You'll never know if you dont say the words you wanted to say.. Sometimes the words you wanted to say may have been to someone close.. But because those words are words you couldn't say... That someone is now gone.. That someone might not come back.. That someone now belongs to someone else.. That someone doesn't know.. Just how much you love them.. So even if you think it'll hurt.. Say the words you want to say with no regret at hand... Theres a time and a place to think before you speak... And theres always a time and a place to speak before you think.. They might not be the right one. And it might not be the right time but still say what you feel...

so.. this new terror that i have wakes me up at 3:45 wanting lots of attention and of course daddie wouldn't give him anything so i stayed at his attention.. then after i get to work at 8:30 (my mom doesn't use the same contact solution as me) i stuck it in my contact case on saturday cuz i was almost out and i put my contact in my eye this morning and burnt my eye! now it looks like i have some gross disease on my face! so mad!! plus get this the daddie to this cat is a whiner! cant wipe shit off his lil bum! grr! whatever still love them both!

what a lil terror! but i love him hes soo cute! the fluff ball woke me up this morning by nibbling on my earrings! how rude! then after wouldn't leave me alone.. he has a fettish with hands or something!
Maxy mommie loves you!!