babybounce69 - 28, Female, Fort St. John
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fucking people!!!!!
Why do people have to stabb you in the back? why do people always go back on there word? well so much for my new apartment....all my friends backed out on me last minute...whoo hoo now im back to square one....well i guess its all up to me now to find a one bedroom ...it seems like i can only depend on myself right now to make things work...so thats what i am going to do....whats the point in writting this anyways no one reads them or comments them its almost a waste of time....
 

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New apartment
SO! I got my new apartment im so fucking stoked. i move in July first....i couldnt be happier. things are going great. now i only have to make a choice with room mates and who will be better to pay bills. other then that...i CAN'T wait!!! WOOT WOOT!
 

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almost mine!
im so excited......i hear tomorrow weither i get this 2 bedroom apartment ....its awesome and close to everything . all laminate flooring no carpet kitchen both bed rooms and bathroom are huge .......im just crossing my fingers and waiting for my calll oooohhhhh booooy i cant wait...my own place all to myself finallly......yahoo!
 

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everytime we touch!
I still hear you voice,
when u sleep next to me,
I still feel your touch,
in my dreams,
forgive me my weakness but i don't know why,
without you its hard to say bye,
and every time we touch i get this feeling,
and every time we kiss i swear i can fly,
can't you feel my heart beat fast?
i want this to last,
i need you by my side,
cuz every time we touch i feel the static,
and every time we kiss i reach for the sky,
can't you feel my heart beat slow i cant let you go,
i want you in my life,
your arms are my castle,
your heart is my sky,
they wipe away tears that i cry,
oh the good times and bad times we've been through them all,
you make me rise when i fall,
cause every time we touch i get this feeling,
and every time we kiss i swear i can fly,
can't you feel my heart beat fast,
i want this to last,
i need you by my side,
and every time,
can't you feel my heart beat slow,
i can't let you go,
i want you in my life,

 

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stressed!
wow things have been crazy here the last week or so. my dog my car now looking for a place. im missing old friends who dont talk to me anymore etc. its been hell....well no one pays attention to my blogs anyways so meh whatever!
 

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OMG
Wow i went on a date to the movies the other night. been since ,like forever, it was awesome i really enjoyed it and had alot of fun. people are so different up here . things are startingto look up for me now ya ya
 

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holy shit snow~!
we got over a foot of snow today ..a complete white out blizzard. today roads didnt exist. haha its soo much different from kelowna. loving it up here though. sweet!
 

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In Fort St John
Im in town now..haha its awesome. I love it here and im having the time of my life. I havent been able to do this in a long time. no stress and no worries hahah ya baby!
 

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Blowing This Popsicle Stand!
yea yea. Im leaving tomorrow morning. so anyways i have missed for saying good bye . im sorry and im saying it now bye to everyone i will miss you all. im gonna be alot better were i am going. make more money and live DEBT free. nothing and nobody holding me back from accomplishing my dreams anymore.... im phsyced and ready to go....WOOOOO HOOOO BABY!
 

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leaving to fot saint john!
One more day of work left and 4 days till i catch my flight....yay im so excited ...lol.....i cant wait to start over again . not be in debt and get a really good paying job. so heads up everyone i am leavingthis town forever!!!!! unless its to come and visit .....peAce ya'll
 

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Things are fucked up!
U know life in general sucks. Nobody really gives a shit. I feel like I have wasted my life. People talk shit about others to make themselfs feel better. Doesnt matter to them as long as they are cutting people down , making fun of others etc. Does anyone care about me? or am I all alone? Left in the dark no one to help. why would anyone care about me? Im just a loser. Who gets told lots of lies. what does it matter........Im not going to be around long anyways. sometimes things are better left unsaid. then to be lead into a dream were everything's to good to be true depressing yes cuz thats how i feel. but oh well i suppose i can deal with it . In the end NOBODY CARES about me anyways.
 

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you know who you are!
I am sorry for all the things i have said. Im sorry for all the things i have done.Please forgive me. I know im an asshole sometimes. but im sorry. i just hope you understand
 

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miserable
You know those days when you wake up, and nuthing feels right. You sit there thinking what r gonna do, were your going to get your next bit of money from. I hate those days .It seems like they come more often then they used to. what can i do? Sit here and wait sit here and think. it really sucks.
 

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hmmm
Does everyone hate me?
I don't have many friends,
at least someone could reply,
so i know someone cares about me.
 

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what is the meaning of love?
If i died tomorrow,
would you Die too?
If I didn't wake up,
Would you sleep forever?
If I went to heaven,
Would you come with me?
If I love you,
Will you love me back?
If I stay forever,
Can we always be together? :love:
 

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