lucas :
baby we`ve only been together for 6 months but it feels like ive been with you forever. I may always seem
grumpy when im around you when really im having the best times of my life. you complete me were so different but yet were so alike your like the other piece of me that was missing my whole life. Your going to be a good dad and i know that no matter what everybody else thinks you are the only guy i need and the only guy that is ever going to father my kids. We need a little time to straight up tho, i know you can do enything luke your a strong guy. baby your my world and i dont want enything to come between that, you mean to much to
me to loose you over my (mom) and what not and fuck the police they cant take my baby away forever. one day they`ll realize we love eachother and they`ll get over it. i know i may be a bitch sometimes to you but really i dont mean it i just get mad easily im sorrey for everything i put you threw in the last little hwile but i realized you were the one that was always there for me. at my court, probation, helping me out and shit, thats why your my boy. there are so many things i wanna say to you its just hard im scared that if i express how i feel about you, you`ll take advantage of it like all the rest but you know what your different i can tell you whats going on for me. we need to talk more less fighting bullshit. today i realized what the quote: "YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU GOT TILL ITS GONE" means, i need to stop taking advantage of what god hs givin me and start treating you a little better i know i havent been the best girlfriend to you but i know you know I LOVE YOU more then enything. my baby forever&always. .. LUCAS WADE COSTAIN < 3
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yo whatsapp homie, they call me breezey where im from. yall know my name if you mean something in this world, im single. they always mackin on me, i like pussy too just to let yall know . i have the most loyal friends, and i love them. i have blue/green eyes and brown/blonde hair. i chill at newton exchange so what. it`s my fucking home. got a problem?, i make money and smoke weed. i drink im alcoholic so what. i can addmit it. its my life. i choose how i live it. i can a bitch ALL the time if you make me that way. i see you i dont like you that`s it. you respect me. i respect you. i dont fuck around so if you play games with me you only get your self deeper. so talk bitch. id love to hear it. i have one sister. she`s the most inportant person to me dont fuck around with her, or ill straight fuck up some faces. i fucking hate pigs. there a waist of fucking space and time, killa cop your good in my books. you talk to me with disrespect and ill fuck you over. or just straight fuck you up. shout out to my big brother in jail. i miss you, youll get out it`s all good, in 7 years but whatever. as they stay PIGS man. owe and now to what really does me in, GOOFS . rats . snitches . pigs . bitches . bitches who run there mouths . narks . and enything to do with the justice system . fuck pO . fuck my lawyer . fuck all you guys . im sixteen and my birthday`s in a couple months . i love fighting and enything to do with it . watching it . boxing . i love tazers watching people foam outta there mouths . bear masing little bitches and watching them scream . i like to see people in pain and i dont mind it happening to me . it`s like soothing . it releaves all my anger built up in me . yee . i love my baby pitbul`s . monty and carlo , i grew up in america but i love in, slurrey`s my home now . so newtons where it`s at. makin money and stayin fly and i keep it that way . my paper . my bitches . and my family . are my life . the bitches are the most inportant to me . they buy me everything . get me everything . and do everything i say . there like my dogs . no really . i love them tho . MY FAMILY , worthless pieces of shit but i still love them . goof ass dad . and a cracked out mother what more can you want, i love them tho they gave me life . and ill never forget that . althought it`s hard at times . i`ll never forget those childhood memories but they come and go like haunted pasts . no ecsaping what`s true and fake . i love you , you made me learn everthing im not supposed to be in life . without you i dont think i`d survive out here . you make me what i am . my sister oh god you`ve been there by my side since day one . all the tough shit as a child but atleast we went threw it all TOGETHER . your what stoped me from going insane, crazy, and enything i wouldnt want to be . althought i never see you there isnt one day outta my life that i dont think about you . enyways, ill remeber everything from my past to my future and take it to my grave. and lord when i die bury me a G` . to all you snitches bitches that rat me out or charge me you`ll get what`s coming cause like momma say`s karma`s a fucking bitches. you give some you get some . wow , enough about anger . i do get happy sometimes getting a bottle and im fine . weed makes me angery i know total oppisite of what its supposed to do . but i love it . i love that edrenalin . you know when you get when your knocking someones face off the side of the pavement . gotta love it. lol . mmh that`s me.
